Our Bright Side.

Voice in the air, scent on my clothes.

2009-10-03T00:27:00.003+08:00

School have been extended for 3 days.
Bleah.

Get up and go.
Take a chance and be strong,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
Don't look back just go.
Take a breath move along,
Or you could spend your whole life holding on,
You could spend your whole life holding on.
Go - Boys Like Girls

You can relate this song with anything, love, hurts, loss, anything.
In general, its about moving on with life.

Well, 19 more days.
Gotta sleep, tmr going out early, study date.
Goodbye and takecare.

In a day, uncountable losses, alot of mistakes, misses I try to forget.

That makes me scared, alright.

2009-09-29T11:34:00.003+08:00

Cause you give me something.
That makes me scared, alright.
This could be nothing, but I'm willing to give it a try.
Please give me something,
Cause someday I might know my heart.
You Give Me Something - James Morrison.

Olevels are nearing. The madness of revision starts now. One last battle, one long deserving freedom.
So long and good luck for the people taking EOY, Nlevels and of course Olevels.
(Psst. I wont be online much now. Text or call. Thanks.)

All my life, I pray for someone like you. That I finally found you.

Ewa ewa hari raya.

2009-09-20T00:08:00.003+08:00

Thanks to Huda.
I love this song so much.
xD

Before I end this short winny post,
I would like to ucapkan.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN.
Jika tersinggung perasaan anda, terguris hati, harap minta maaf.
Jangan muram-muram, collect duit banyak-banyak.
[:

Yessah, I sounded happy.
Bye.

Hari ini hari raya. Bila tiba hari begini, umat Islam bergembira.

Our bright side of life.

2009-09-18T12:25:00.003+08:00

I got bored of doing Physics Ten Year Series so I decided to blog for today. It been ages since I blogged. Either I'm too busy with stuffs, or I might just be plain lazy to do it. Anyway I'm at my grandmother's house and I'm going out soon for prayers.

I'm falling in love, but its falling apart.
I need to find my way back to the start.
When we were in love, things were better than they are.
Let me back into
Into your arms, into your arms.
Into Your Arms - The Maine.

Here's to fallin in love, Here's to fallin apart.
Heres to everything we are.
Here to just letting go, here to walking away.
I can't live with you, I can't live without.
Run into your arms.
Into Your Arms - Runner Runner.

Don't wanna get caught of dreaming of your love.
Cause when I open my eyes
There's not a shot in this life
I might as well give up and save all my good luck.
Wide Awake - Making April.

And I will know you by how your body speaks to me.
As we wander the night singing to the streets.
And I will know you by how you live for all your dreams.
You're unforgettable, you're unforgettable.
Violins and Trees (Unforgettable) - The Morning Of.

He's everything you want. He's everything you need.
He's everything inside of you that you wish you could be.
He says all the right thing, at exactly the right time.
But he means nothing to you and you don't know why.
Everything You Want - Vertical Horizon.

Do you think I'm special, do you think I'm nice.
Am I bright enough to shine in your space.
Between the noise you hear and the sound you like
Are we just sinking in the ocean of faces.
They be the king of hearts and you're the queen of spades
And we'll fight for you like we were your soldier
I know we got it good, but they got it made.
All The Right Moves - OneRepublic.

Those lyrics mean something to me or about my life. Well there are more, but this is it for now. Well I gotta rush. Until next time, yo. Laters.

All the right moves, all the wrong times. So yeah, we're going down.

Capture my heart.

2009-09-13T16:34:00.005+08:00

I made up one more lame excuse,
why I cant come out tonight.
I'm not trying to cut you loose, but I need some time.
I'm feeling lovesick but I don't mind.
You're the one I think about, everyday, everynight.
Oh, call the doctor,
Im love sick.
Love Sick - Jonas Brothers.

School resumes tomorrow.
And I got the flu disease.
How I wish I could skip tomorrow's school,
But I got Prelims papers to check.

Going to break fast outside.
Well, this is it, for now.

Goodbye!
And have a nice 1st day in school tomorrow.
Last term, last battle.

You remember people's names, Valentine are lame. We make a perfect combination.

Love is everchanging, changing everything.

2009-09-11T17:00:00.004+08:00

Imagine you driving one of these, people would stare.
Credit: MSN.

Cause this is the real thing.
Love changes everything.
This is the night when every heart's exploding.
The real thing, Slow down it's happening.
You've got time to burn in the heat of the moment.
Real Thing - Boys Like Girls

Today is so boring. Nice weather, boring day, perfect ingredients to sleep in the afternoon. But Im going out to study later with Eszuan at Mac. Oh, speaking of Eszuan, he had a weird and most random-est dream ever. I wanna tell but let's put it later when I wanna talk about dreams.

Okay at last, I updated my picture folder inside my phone. Old pictures deleted, and new pictures transferred. I got tired of organising my songs, so I did that. I swear, this is going nowhere.

I update once I got stuffs, you know, stuffs.

Me: Captain, captain. We have a problem.
Captain: What is it?
Me: I like like her.

This is totally random <3

He's everything you want but he means nothing to you and you dont know why.

Bubblewrap my heart.

2009-09-11T00:54:00.010+08:00

Watched '9' with Najlah, Hazir, Beiting and Iskandar. It was interesting although it was a short movie, only 81minutes. It has a different storyline than the other cartoon movies. I like [:

So after that, we went to play arcade, and we thought that it was still early to go back home, we went to Toy R Us. A fight broke out between me, Hazir against Najlah and Beiting. Oh, Iskandar was the one who picked up all the stuffs that fell off the shelves when we are hitting each other. Overall, it was a mess. We treated that place like a playground, we ran around, hiding from one another. It was tiring.
A note: Okay so Najlah couldn't smack me, cause she's ermm, but she chased me until she punched, pinched to her heart's content, cause she 'hated' me for underestimating short people.

After that, quickly rushed back home, but then no appetite to break fast as I was tired. Then at night, went out with Shafiq, Hazir, Jazil and some of his friends. Hanged out at Simpang, then LAN until 11plus.

What a tiring day. ZOMG, only 3 more days to school. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh. And oh, I got a new blogsong and someone just transfer back to blogger. Awesome.

And oh, this is Jazil, Hazir's older brother, Najlah's older older brother. Serve your NS well. Make Singapore proud. Haha.

Tell me how can you sleep, how can you breathe.

It's not like I don't wanna commit.

2009-09-09T23:19:00.005+08:00

A future attention seeker.
Rawr.

Sooooooooooo,
I redid my post.

September hols are passing by very quickly.
Been hanging out with Hazir, Shafiq and Jazil alot at night.
Plus Nadia and Marissa and Najlah too in the evening.
(Cause they're fourteen, got bedtime)
Hehehehehe.
Oh, my team won Nightvision Cup.

Tmr will be going out again.
Fasting seems so easy, phew.
Anyway I got my phone back.
[:

I just dont know why I cant stop feeling like this.

If you're gone, I'll be nothing.

2009-09-05T11:21:00.003+08:00

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
Ain't nothing ever that bad that we won't be together
And though we both made our mistakes
And some we never wish we made
But we'll be okay if we just stay together
Together - Ne-yo.

Our new port.
Century Square basement.
It is comfy plus air conditioned.
^ ^

Today's agenda;
I already have today planned out. (like that cute girl.)
Hanging out at Hazir's house and then break fast at my grandmother's house.
That's all, I think.
Hanging out means studying plus playing plus texting or calling.
And oh oh, I'm going to see my ninja today.
Rofl.

CAN YOU BELIEVE IT THAT IT'S GOING TO BE MY LAST TWO WEEKS OF SECONDARY LIFE?
Heh.
Laters, people yo.

I remember every look upon your face. The way you rolled your eyes, the way you taste. You make it hard for breathing.

Cause this is a real thing.

2009-09-02T21:20:00.004+08:00

I FOUND THIS ON MY EMAIL AND I SHOULD DEFINITELY SHARE IT WITH THE REST!

Life doesn't get any worse that it is now.
Errrrr,
18 more days to Hari Raya.
18 more days, no kick ah.

3 more weeks of school.
Haven't-count days to 'O' levels.

I did my very best to make this post sound happy, Huda.
And I'm not what you think I am.
You know what I mean.
Hahaha.

Laters, homies.
(And I put a picture for the sake of it, cause someone told me putting a picture will make my post more cheerful.)

Sunset eyes, with cute voice and a bubblegum smile.

Ribena & Kuku, two marvel ninjas.

2009-08-29T23:46:00.006+08:00

To my favorite teacher, told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
To my ex-best friends, don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band, sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
To my first girlfriend, I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend, sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved, didn't show it enough
Where are you now.
Where Are You Now - Honor Society.

Can I skip Sunday and just go straight to Monday?

Woohoo.
This post is well. pointless.

I.miss.chatting.with.my.ninja.
And.her.best.friend.
Haha.

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry. I have to find you, tell you I need you, tell you I set you apart.

I gonna be the love that gonna last.

2009-08-28T22:47:00.010+08:00

Harrow, harrow.

Prelims are over. Which means, 'O' Levels.
To be frank, I'm not taking any actions yet.
I'm still somewhere near the imagination line.
I know I screwed up Prelims bad. Really bad.
Oh well, no use dwelling on it.

Moving on,
Soccer didn't happen tonight. Lack of players.
POA Paper 2 was reasonable.
But I still think I'm going to get C5 for that.
I'm not too confident about it.

I decided that from now, my posts are going to be small entries.
It builds up the suspense.
Prelims results is the week after Sept hols.
D: D: D:

I deleted last year posts and added title to every post.
I guess I just have too much time on my hands.
It brings back memories while I was doing it.

See ya around.
I changed my blogsong to another malay song.
Haih.
(I wanna add a picture, but it just doesn't fit.)

I miss you so bad.

2009-08-27T20:32:00.008+08:00

A firework.
What does it mean? Celebration?
Maybe.
Tmr is the last Prelims paper.

I want Prelims to end in fact, I want school to end.
But its no celebration.

In fact,
It's the start of something big.
Something that is really big, until it can change your future instantly.

It is so big that it is so catastrophic.

Owww.

It's,

Uhuh.

Yesterday,

Was the most-wasting time ever.

We did Science Practical and had to stay back till 2pm.

And we should revise like the Express people,

But nooo, we played wrestling, cards and so on, so forth.

3 long hours wasted.

No use blabbering now.

Well,

Here are some random facts I have gathered.

● My hiatus ended today.

● Prelim ends tomorrow, POA is the last paper, 430pm.

● Soccer during the night.

● I missed someone dearly.

● Boys Like Girls album is coming out!

More tomorrow, I guess.

(I can't wait for tomorrow)

For the stated reasons.

Laters, rappers, musicians, normal people.

And don't fly fast, oh pilot, can you help me, can you make this last.

You with your cute little eyes.

2009-08-21T23:29:00.013+08:00

I shouldn't update.
But I am now.
Weird huh?

Okay,
Here's the deal.
Prelims = Never revise = Hard.
And study group every now and then.
And with different people.

And we ate at Sakura.
Full full full full full.
And a trip to Redhouse.
With Eszuan, Iskandar, Joel, Hazir, Heidyl, Khairy, Mingjie, Shafiq, TuWei and Weekiat.
Notice that, it is in alphabetic order.
Hahahaha!

Me: Redhouse ah? Psssshhhhhh. Nothing ah.
Joel: Ya lor, redhouse only what. Pssssshhhh.

Andddd,
Went home with bus 5.
And passed by Marissa's hometown, the Simeians.
Hahahaha!
You know, Marissa, the girl-scared-of-ghosts?
Haha.

We're newfound cousins.
Awesome huh?
Okay goodnights.
Fasting tmr, Muslims!

Remember all the things we wanted, all the memories that haunted.

You don't know how lovely you are.

2009-08-16T21:25:00.004+08:00

Probably after Prelims.
I got too much to say, to share right now.
Heh heh.

Anyway,
MT 'O' Levels Result is this Wednesday. (B3 please, or A2 much)
Prelims start on Thursday.
AHHHHHHHH.
(running around in circles)
Well normal people should be freaking out right, Shereen?
Hahaha!

Anywho, just call me if anything.
Study groups, or whatever.
Nights, people.

You speak to me and in your words, I heard a melody.

Was i invading in on your secrets.

2009-08-10T21:54:00.005+08:00

I must say, this movie was great.
Action packed, with a hint of comedy scenes.
And they wore tight costumes, especially the girls.
Hahaha.

So yesterday, Singapore's 44th Birthday, wahhhh. So old, too bad my dad is older. Haha. Anyway, didn't watch the fireworks as planned, watched movie. And then, proceeded to meet other schoolmates. Shereen, Amal and Raf came too. Slacked at Marine Square till 12. Took the MRT and met my friends at Mac. That's why they all senyap je. They watched the Community Shield at Mac. -.-"

And, oh. I missed the pledge, and from what I read, not many Singaporeans cared about it. Aww. And I missed Singapore Idol. Oh crap, first episode is always awesome. If you know what I meant.

Today, went Grandma's house. Nurul tagged along since she was at my house when I woke up. And my grandma likes her. After that, went Pizza Hut to eat. Sent Nurul home. I slept while others went boxing, I think. Boxing ain't my sport, too bad.

Okay lor, I wanna sleeep. There's nothing to do now, except to dwell on my Chem paper. Well, I better sleep than staring at this Chem paper. Goodnights. I so hate tmr.

I might as well give up, saving all my good luck.

I can still see it in your eyes.

2009-08-08T00:08:00.005+08:00

You're going to see that kind of fireworks later during National Day Parade. Lucky people like Huda gets to go. Awww. I still think Ndp is boring. I just like the fireworks.

Didn't went to school. Anyway, went Inter to have lunch with Hazir and Najlah. KFC was super packed. Halfway through eating cheese fries, we're full already. Forced ourselves to eat. Waited for Farhan and Razif to come along.

Farhan: Apa? Aku tak dengar.
Me: KFC. Kentucky Mac chicken.
(hung up the phone)
Naj: You said, mac chicken.
Me: Eh?
Hazir: Yeah.
Me: Aku tak sadar sia.
Hazir: Kau tak sadar apa kau cakap.
Me: Aku rasa ah.

Stm or whatttt. Hahaha. And then got this guy, standing behind Najlah, obviously wants the table, cause it was damn packed, and couldn't find an empty table. Woah, he pai kia sey, stared at us, waiting for us to leave. Haha, but we didn't. Until his friend found another table, then we left. Hahaha.

I always love Demi Lovato. Her voice is so awesome. I always like girls who can sing. Listen to her latest album. So awesome she. Haha. Can my handphone just died naturally. So that I wouldn't have the urge to text people or call tmr. One more bar, c'mon, can it just dieeee. Anyway, this is my 200th post. So awesome.

Okay, well I wanna sleeep. Cause the bed looks so tempting. I am fine, I am fine, I am fine, I am fine, why you all have to keep asking. Hah. Laters.

When one spark starts a fire, shine a light and send it on.

You're part time lover, full time friend.

2009-08-05T21:16:00.006+08:00

Whoever She Is - The Maine
She could be money, cars, fear of the dark
Your best friends are just strangers in bars
Where ever she is, who ever she may be
One things for sure,
You don't have to worry
She could be rainy days, minimum wage
A book that ends with no last page
Who ever she is, who ever she may be
One things for sure,
You don't have to worry

Lemme just run through the tests I took or received this week.

POA Test = Not confident of passing. I screwed up 1st question alr.

Physics Test = 21/40. And I realised something, I skipped alot of questions. -.-"

Chem Test = Hancur. Fullstop. Theres another Chem test this Friday, hmmm.

Malay Test = Okay lor. Use computer ah, take test. High tech ;D

Maths Test = Un-do-able. And the title of the test says it all 'Elementary Maths Difficult Quiz'.

Other than that, 5n2 got their first H1N1 positive case. Awesome or what. Skip that, skip this and that.

After sch, after eating, took 9 with Shafiq, Razif and Eszuan to Bedok Interchange. With a motive, an evil one. Oops, shhhh. Before we proceed to do our stuffs, I accompanied Razif to Macdonald to relieve himself in the toilet. And he said, he wanna go side door even though the main door is staring at us. Okay so, we went out through the side door. After walking out, he realised his zipper was wide open. Hahahaha.

Razif: Sia lah, boleh aku terlupa nak zip.
Me: Patut la perempuan tu ketawa. (laughing)
Razif: Ah ye lah tu.

And our mission was successful. Im not telling you what, cause anyone of you could be Farhan's undercover. Hahahaha, i'm getting paranoid.

Okay nightzxzx, probably to summarise up, I might be studying during my weekends. Gotta buck up. Heh.

I'm not trying to cut you loose, I just need some time.

But you said, don't bother.

2009-08-03T22:14:00.005+08:00

Mcfly. The one UK band that I heard and love it. Some of their songs are just related to us, teenagers. So if you have the chance, go listen. Especially POV, cause it's awesome. Awe-some.

So life is full of ups and down, and right now it's down.

POA Test = Screw that, tmr got one more test. Ahhh, crap.

Physics Test = I think I'm going to pass, I guess? I'm not sure. I hope so, maybe?

There's Malay test, how uncool is that. And we're going to get our Olevel results soon, either this week or next. I don't wanna retake if I got B3 or maybe B4. Cause I be so happy with that grade.

I see myself hanging out after school everyday, but it all changing. I rather go home straight, sleep and maybe study until late night. And I missed sitting outside, the natural wind, the sightseeing, err, and missing out of studies. Now, i'm stoning in class but I know I'm not alone.

I wanna get sick, cause the rest of my family members already did last week. And i'm the only one who haven't got sick. Wthhhhhh. And nowadays, Saturday and Sunday, non stop going out, until late night. Sometimes, study date with Amalina and Shereen, or Shafiq and Hazir. Or just plain hanging out at Tmall or Tamp1.

Done, i'm done blogging. Sorry to waste 5 mins of your life. I just need to set this straight. Heh, and nice blogskin. Awe-some. Seeee ya, don't be sad if I never smile at ya, I got no reason to.

I never want everything to end this way, you can take the blue sky and turn it gray.

Gift of a friend from a lover.

2009-07-28T21:23:00.011+08:00

People should definitely buy these albums.
Cause they are awesome, with the capital A.
Waaah, lame.
Hahaha.
But if you have extra cash, buy them.
If you're not a fan, buy it and you will be a fan in no time.

School is fine for the past two days.
A change of environment, I think.
4th level students know why.
Well, you gonna see us for 3 more days, 1 week only.
No kick mah. I'm not going to die.
In fact, I'm enjoying it.

And someone called me Sandy.
Out of all names.
How cooooooooool.
This gonna be a short post.

And,
Nights, people.
See you in school, especially people at 4th floor.
We'll be watching you. (Hazir and me)
Especially people who go toilet everytime. xD

Hehehehehe.

If this is love, don't break me. Just catch me like you always do

Lemme show the things I wanna do with you.

2009-07-25T00:08:00.009+08:00

Baby, It's Fact - Hellogoodbye.
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And they'll believe us too soon

Baby, it's fact, our love is true
The way black is black and blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true

I believe everyone had their fastest week ever. To me, it is. Seems like it just zoomed past everyone without realizing. Come on, I thought yesterday was last Friday. So blink once, it's going to be Prelims. Try blinking it twice, and you reach ta-da, 'O' Levels. I'm so dead. :X

I've been dwelling really hard on something. Sometimes it is just bliss to be alone, to be alone with your thoughts, cause no one can distract you. Have you ever tried texting and talking at the same time? You made mistakes either by texting or talking. I'm getting off-topic. Sooo, I've been thinking or dwelling and realised that I am too slow to take action, people got fed-up. People wait for my actions but I didn't give them any, I should just made a choice, not to confuse them. Oh crap. :P I needa change. Heh. Before someone just give up on me which I don't want it to happen, don't want.

Remember C-Watch? When we're in primary school, they were those watches that were super noisy and you can 'communicate' with them? Awww. Childhood memories.

Awwwww. Cute or what. My friend wore one -.-" Okay, goodnight people. Anyway, Prison Break ended on Channel 5. Awww, there's nothing on TV, I can watch now.

Yeah, you and I will be a tough act to follow. But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise.

Life is wonderful, alalala.

2009-07-22T21:29:00.006+08:00

So, we had 'O' Level Malay Listening Comprehension today.
It started at 4, I know, it was late.
So from 1:20pm till 3plus, we slacked at Mac.
Jokes here and there, spitballs everywhere.
And Farhan is trying his very best to make me jealous, but it ain't working.
Awwwww.
Spitballzxzxzxzx!

Solar Eclipse today, but I didn't see anything eclipsy.
During MT lesson,
Farhan, Hazir and I talked about tsunamis happening during the eclipse,
snowballed with Emma Watson, Victor Krum, Domentors and crappy stuffs.
Hahahahaha.
It was crappy but sure funny.

Soooooo.
After Listening Compre (which was so tricky)
Hanged out at Mac before heading home with Farhan and Eszuan.
Farhan tried his luck again with the jealous thingy,
And he ran away.
Heh heh.

And then,
I end my post.
I'm so damn tired.
Fireworks this Saturday.
OOOOOOO.
And I won't be blogging everyday now.
Gonna work, work work on my thingy, my revision, ah duh.
You feel me?!
(Shafiq, Farhan)

And I like Najlah's muffins ^^
Bye people.

We were meant to be, supposed to be but we lost it.

All the above, ohhh.

2009-07-18T23:40:00.011+08:00

I give this movie, hmmm an average score? Not much action. So I watched it with Amal, Shereen, Suha, Syafiq Ishak and Muhaimin. Syafiq slept until the final battle, but it didn't happen, the final happen didn't happen. Apparently the director doesn't want a repetition of the same battle in the next film. Haha. And I keep yawning, plus, it had some funny scenes. Cool-o. :D

Before that, hanged out with Nadia, Farhan, Shafiq, Marissa and Adawiah at Eastpoint. Anywho, Nadia wore her school uniform from day till night, awesome right she. Hahaha. Okay, got my POA book and Maths book. And my wallet got stolen most of the day by an awesome person. It was awesome. Nadia keep asking if we had watched POPCORN movie before. Sent Nadia tuition, we slacked at Afgan Mac for awhile to plan for our future. Heh heh. Plan about this, that. Hah.

And today, plan was to watch movie again -.- this time with Farhan, Razif, Yusri, Syafiq and Hazir. But it didn't happen. Jazil joined us, making a party of 7. Movie's sold out so we didn't watch any. Sooo, we roamed around Ehub, T.A.T. After eating at Fish and Co, we went under block to play 5, 10. Okay, so people puked, we went to the next block, puked again like a Merlion. It takes just one person to puke, the others will follow. Hah, at last, took bus 17 to Hazir's block to lepak again and played poker, whatever.

So Saturday was lepak, tomorrow I'm gonna study at Afgan Mac, I think? Nak follow? Hahaha. It's not confirmed yet. Heh heh heh. You know what happen when we want to study. Ada je benda terjadi. Hur.
Okayyy, so nights, update soon, if I am not lazy. :0

I wanna stick with you cause you're made of glue.

Reconnected.

2009-07-16T20:00:00.004+08:00

Happy belated 14th birthday, Najlah. Again.

Awesome right the party. Haha. I don't have any pictures of it yet. But soon, then maybe I'll post it. So it's just any other party, there's flour, an expired flour somemore, but no eggs -.- And the cake which me and Farhan contributed, we didn't even get to eat. Instead we smashed the cakes into peoples' face. Only survivors were Farhan and Eszuan. I got my uniform freakingly chocolatey. But there're still brownies, which were freakingly delicious. Tengok ah siapa buat ^^

Anyway, we left the party abruptly cause it was so damn hot. Top floor carpark, what do you expect. We went Shop & Save, gedi gedi ya ya. We sat at our usual table. Played Truth or Dare, Najlah, Nadia and Ain came. After some time, went home.

I wanted to blog about the party yesterday but apparently I was lazy and I was on the phone most of the night. So yeah, slept around 11plus after putting down my hot phone. I need to change my phone, cause it's lousy. w508! w508! I can flip open, close, open close, can be like hobby eh? ^^

School today was fine, practical was even fun, especially Chem. Cause I sat beside MingRong a.k.a. Mad Scientist.

MingRong: Khairul, are you a mad scientist?
Me: I'm not.
MingRong: Why leh?
Me: Cause I'm not mad.

And we have crazy times shaking the test tubes. Popping out the stopper, etc etc etc. And now, Eszuan knew why I wanna get a flip phone and not a slide phone or so. Ala, katakan best friend. Cool ah, watch your back. We lepak at the same table for a while, and someone tried to sell nasi lemak through the phone, cool huh.

Anywho, tmr's PE. Awesome, can't wait. Tomorrow appointment with bed. Awesome. Take care, I been hearing rumours, I don't wanna say, but take care, awesomeness.

I swore I never let you break in, something about you is so addictive.

Say hello to weekdays, khairul.

2009-07-12T16:06:00.008+08:00

Oh. Weekends were spent with family, not with books. -.- Nevertheless it was fun, and relaxing. I spent the whole day of yesterday watching TV with some crackers on my hand. And did I mention, weather is currently good, it's cool and breezy. I can play soccer without breaking a sweat. Heh heh.

Anywho, GCE 'O' Level Oral is over. And mind you, I gave a shocked expression when the invigilators asked the question.

Invigilator: Okay, Khairul. Bolehkan kamu memberitahu kami bantuan apa yang kamu pernah sertai untuk masyarakat?
Me: *jaws drop* (mampus)

So much for topics such as sukan, tekanan or something easier. So much for A1, it went so not okay. So much for getting Distinction or even Merit for Oral. I'm so dead. Hah.

On Friday, I played soccer with a couple of classmates during PE. And we got battered, like shit one. Hah, and I scored a goal, a beauty. Hahahaha! I like that goal. Anywho, while I was trying to chest a ball, when I landed, my leg was on the wrong side, and it kinda sprained right now.

This phone is awesome, I want it. I wanna trade my Nokia and buy this. It be super wicking awesome. Hahaha. Somemore, flip phone somemore! I can flip open, close, open, close. Ow, fun!

I end this post here. I will post soon again, most probably, Wednesday cause it's someone birthday. Awesome, 3 more days. Until then, take care.

You look away, you're speaking with your back turn.

In another world, girl.

2009-07-09T21:19:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Tmr MT GCE 'O' Level Oral.
One and the only time I be taking it.
And I wouldn't be able to retake it no matter what grade I get.
Oh great.

Oh crap,
I'm still blogging in this way.
Nvm, i think it is still useful to blog this way.
It may be easier for you to read, heh heh.
If there's a need to change, I will.

Anywho,
Time isn't so on our side.
Two days have passed like some bullet-train.
We had practicals today.
Awesome, I got stressed doing Physics pratical.
And Chem, I seemed to be fine.
Heh heh.
It's always the other way around.

Sooo,
After that we went Interchange.
Blablabla.
Went to Shop and Save to buy juices.
Shop and Save was so kecoh,
We played with ice and we ran around.
-.-"
We lepak till 6plus.
Played truth or more truth.
Nvm, it's truth, no dare.

After blablablabla.
We went our separate ways.
Shafiq and me to one bus stop, Razif and Farhan to another, and Hazir's home.

Me: Asal pergi sini? Jalan tempat mall, senang. Semua balik senang.
Farhan: Kalau sini, senang aku jalan balik kaki. (said it twice)
Farhan: Eh, rabak per melayu aku. Jalan balik kaki. Aku cakap dua kali pula tu.

Rofl.
Kay goodnights, loozers.

Into your feeling eh, let's make this last forever, let's make this last forever.

New changes.

2009-07-08T21:23:00.004+08:00

Blogskin changed.
Everything have changed.
Everything not gonna be the same.
And I'm gonna change the way I blog now.
Hur hur.
You'll see.

So yeah,
School isn't fun like what suppose to be.
But who cares.
I got myself into trouble.
Phew.
It was a stupid action, but who cares.
The three of us, all over again huh.

And we got a soccer match this Saturday.
A friendly match.
Awesome, I can't wait for this weekend.
Cause I'm meeting Liyana and soccer, awesome.

Well,
This is the last time I gonna blog like this.
Next post,
You gonna see new way, more philosophical.
Hahahahaha!

And one of my contact's PM;
'Smile even though your heart is aching.'

So true.
Nights, loozers.

And whose's birthday in 1 more week. :p

These lines so well rehearsed, tongue tied and overloaded.

Love Drunk

2009-07-04T23:42:00.007+08:00

I used to be love drunk.
But now I'm hungover.
Love is forever. Forever is over.
We used to kiss all night, now it's just a bar fight.
So don't call me crying.
Say hello to goodbye.
- New song, by one of my favourite alternative group.

I'm shagged.
My arms are aching right now.
So are legs.
Senang kata, the whole body la.
I played soccer in the morning and the afternoon.
Fuuu, giler per?
Hahaha!

After playing soccer in the afternoon,
We went to Tmall.
Azhari, Razif, Hazir and me.
We walked around Tmall, it was packed like sardines.
Wonder what's the occasion.
Maybe it's the Japanese food exhibition, and it smelt really nice.
Hur.

Saw TuWei and ZhangChao.
And Shereen, while we're otw to Tamp1.
Gedi gedi ya ya,
We walked the basement of Tamp1.
Everywhere I see, got foods stall.
Subway, Carl Junior, blablabla.
AH SUBWAY!
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

We headed to Hazir's house next.
Blablablabla.
Me and Razif played cards while Hazir went for his haircut.
Played cards till 10, before heading home.

And now,
I'm pretty beat, dead beat.
I got 2 more days to finish up my Trial Exams.
Wondered if I can?

Shitzxzxzxzxzxzxz!
Being online is totally boring right now.
I got 200 plus contacts, (not boasting)
But I ain't talking to them, wonder why.
Geeeeeeeeee.

& I'm going to get my hands on SIMS 3.
SOON! I SAYS SOON!
Can't wait, heh.

Laters, loozers.
(to me, loozers mean cool people)
Hehehe.
World's upside down la.

Happy July 4th, United States of America!
Fireworks and Celebration!
Independance Day!

Don't trust a ho, never trust a ho, won't trust a ho cause the ho won't trust me.

Friends for lovers.

2009-07-01T21:20:00.004+08:00

I'M IN NEED OF STATIONERY.
A PEN, A WHOLE STOCK OF PEN.
BLUE PEN, GREEN PEN, RED PEN, BLACK PEN.
CORRECTION TAPE, PENCIL!

Hahahaha!
I was doing my homework, then my pen ran out of battery, i mean ink.
Walao, at a time like this.
Hah.

We spent more than 4 hours playing cards.
Like woah, double woah.
Haha!
We had fun, had our share of laugh all the way till 6.
We wasted 4 hours playing cards, awesome right?
'O' level students mah.

I know,
I said I won't be blogging much.
Suddenly I got the mood arh.
Hahaha!

Alrighto.
Wanna go offline soon.
Heh, nights people.

There's no surprise when I'm not here tomorrow.

Fake it for me.

2009-06-30T17:50:00.004+08:00

Tuesday?
Lessons were not bored, bored yeah, but not to the max.
I swear, nowadays, it's super hard to wake up.
Realizing it's 6:35am, then I started to pack up my bag. (Yeah, i usually never pack my bag)
If not, I still be daydreaming, lol.

Soooo.
Seating arrangement changed for the 3rd time.
Well, I didn't moved, but I have a new partner, Atiqah.
Okay la she, I can ask questions if I daydreamed.
Heh heh heh.

Anywho,
I won't be blogging much.
I think I'm hit with the writer's block.
Hahahahaha!
Probably a post in every few days, or weekends.
But I would be online, hahaha.
And I need new stationary, and new jeans.
NEW STATIONARY MORE IMPORTANT.

I wanna get off this.
It took me ages to come up with this short post.
Hahaha!
I told you, I got hit by the malas bug.
Heh.

Smell ya people later!

You're failure by design, selling 5 cents on cardboard sign.

1, 2, 3, 4.

2009-06-26T23:30:00.007+08:00

(We took this at some neoprint station using our camera, alamak Syamir is covered)

Whatta day!
So we watched Transformers at Ehub just now.
Me, Farhan, Eszuan, Hazir, Syamir and Iskandar.
Shafiq didn't follow, how sad.

So..
(ehem ehem)
Met Shafiq, Hazir and Farhan at my bus stop.
Take bus 21 to E!Hub.
Met Iskandar on the bus, Syamir at the cinema.
Ordering was kecoh.
Super kecoh, but nvm, we still got it done.
Cinema was at 330pm.
We got 1 hr plus plus to spare.

Soooo,
We went around inside the arcade.
Daytona, Basketball, blablabla.
Headed down to Downtown East, otw got amazed by the childs' playground.
I mean, it was so freakily fun, I never get to play that kind of a playground when I was small.
Hahahaha!
Ate at Fish and Co.

(me and farhan were talking)
Aunty beside us: *blablabla* BASKET.
Me and Farhan: *giggles*.
Me: Wah, modern eh skrg mak mak.

And watched the movie.
2 and a half thumbs up!
I liked the graphics and the CGI.
Okay, so the movie was mind-blowing, the fights were.
But the last battle was disappointing tho.

After that,
Went back on bus 21 with Farhan, Eszuan, Hazir and Isk.
Blablablabla.

And now I'm here.
Heh, another movie done watching.
Hmmm, I gonna be bankrupt soon.

Tribute to Michael Jackson.
1958-2009.
We will miss your eye-popping moon walks, your fabulous songs, and your presence.
Toast!

LUX EH LUX EH?
HAHAHA!
I'm super smart, am I?
[:

Sometimes it better to see things black and white, clear and not complicated

I want nobody, nobody but you.

2009-06-24T23:24:00.003+08:00

I wanna buy new games.
But no money leh.
How?
Actually I shouldn't even think about games,
'O' levels coming in 4 months!

Geeeeeeee.
And believe me, I'm not helping myself right now.
But upcoming games are so tempting, seriously. :p

Anywho,
Went out with Idris.
And yeah, I forgotten to bring my phone.
Out of all my things.
Nvm, we went town.

Circled, circled, circled around Suntec.
And I mean, we really circled, cause we were so fickle-minded.
Everything we saw is nice. -.-
Bought a tee and a pair of pants.
Idris bought a new shoe, Fillmore.

Then,
We walked around Esplanade.
It been sucha long time since I been there.
Anyway, we were TAT (Tak Ada Tujuan).
Hehehehe.

Blablabla.
We went to Far East then.
After that, straight home.
Woah, blisters.
Shit.

Back to reality,
There be no extension.
WTH.
I haven't done a single homework, cool right?
Hahaha!
Mampus la. [:

Oh yeah.
I got addicted to this Hiphop song.
Like, woahh.
Fire-burning-on-the-dancefloor, she-get-it-pop-it-lock-it-drop-it, haih.
Somebody-call-911, i-got-to-cool-her-down.
Pfft.

Geeeeeeee.
Eh, we collected souvenirs eh, Shafiq?
Hahaha!
Jom buat keychain.

DONE.
(And nights)

You might fall off this track sometimes, hope to see you on the finish line

Sunshine, sunrise with you.

2009-06-22T23:02:00.006+08:00

Town with Farhan and Shafiq.
We went Bugis, Iluma, Bras Basah and Funan.
Iluma had the longest escalator ever.
Wooooooo!
And we rode it, like so 'kiasu'.
Hahahaha!

And.....
After eating, we took bus 2 to Bedok.
In there, it was super crowded.
And I still got time to sleep, and dreamed.
So bought Shafiq's school shoes there, and we went Mac.
And this is where all crap began,

Me: Eh, tidur ah. Sedap sey.
Farhan: Tkle. Aku on duty.
Me: Oi, aku boleh jadi gile sia ckp dgn kau. Kau bukan police la.

Hahaha!
And some other things.
I can go crazy with Farhan obsession becoming a police.
'WHAT YOU WANT?'
Hahaha!

Anywho,
I changed my blogsong.
Received some comments on the previous ones.
So I changed it, heh.
And I voted for extended holidays.
Just because I haven't even start a frigging homework yet.
On the other hand,
I want school cause I need to stop slacking, crapshit.
Anyway it's landslide, 89% voted for extended holidays!

I'm shagged.
Well nights, Singaporeans.
And some ang-mohs and foreigners.

And a tribute to Murni Mellati.
I hope you're happy with the place you are right now.
Insya allah.

And safe trip, Nadia. ^^
Taekwondo Flying Kick :p
Hahah!

And you know, woah oh, I will never let it be world war III

Imma heartbreaker, you're a heartbreaker.

2009-06-21T21:40:00.010+08:00

I watched this movie as part of my movie marathon. The Knowing. It really makes me think about the events that had happened. Was it coincidence or you were just at the wrong place at the wrong time? To me, the ending was great, you should watch it. Three thumbs up! (Wait, I have only two. Oh well!)

Today, my whole day was spent on Wild Wild Wet, a family day. Instead of spending time swimming -.-, I was sleeping the whole time after reading some magazines. It was my first time dozing off in a hot afternoon, and I saw the clouds in the form of puffy sheep. And it was a wonderful sight, I tell you. And so I daydreamed, about my life, my friends, everything. Sucha wonderful time.

Anywho, later in the afternoon, a magician came to show some tricks. Okay, we were baffled by his tricks. But at the same time, I admired him for having the confidence to show something mind-blowing in front of 20 people, and please, that 20 people were fixing their eyeballs on him. Was that nerve-wrecking? And yet, he blowed our minds. ^.^

Sooo, my skin didn't get any darker, cause I didn't swam much. Who would, when it was under some blazing hot sun? And I met Liyana, after like 2 years. We chatted for a while, blablabla.

That's about it. I'm off to chatting. There's mighty lots of people I wanna talk to, like for example, Amalina with her WHERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN, PUNK? Hahahaha! Okay, goodnights, people. Oh, the world is sucha a wonderful place;

AND OH, HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!
TO ALL FATHERS!

The girl infront of me is so much better.

One friend, starts one trend.

2009-06-18T00:49:00.007+08:00

Let's talk about friends. Ya, i got awesome friends, true friends who tried to cheer me up whenever I felt down, friends who did favours out of kindness, friends no matter how much they tease you, they would come back and help and most of all, they be friends no matter what happened. Be it boy or girl, we put our differences aside and tried to be friends. We chatted about the silliest things, laughed about the most randomest things, but who cares? We enjoyed each other company, that's important. Then, friends become best friends as we spent alot of times together.

Take for example, a friend of mine since sec 1. 5 years worth of friendship. He had flaws, don't have to mention it. But from how we were then, we becomes really good friends in the end. From him kicking my bag all the time till now, slacking together, have fun together. We got into trouble together, never would we got scolded individuality. We were practically best friends, even though we have differences. And what's better, we didn't once had a fight, or cold war for that matter. We argued, yeah but it won't last 15mins tops. How cool.

Then, came sec 4. Another guy came. He's totally different. From another world, I must say. But we became close friends. Practically cause he's the only schoolmate who stayed nearby me. We had our rough times, but yet again, we don't have fights. We argued yeah, cause our mindset are totally different, but who cares. He changed the perspective of me, I never really mention it, but yeah, he does. We had our differences, a lot of differences. But we put it aside and work on it. Even though it's only 1 yr and half or so, it be fun and enjoyable journey.

Sec 5. I gotta known of this guy. Actually I known him since sec 1. But we ain't that close. Now we are, practically close friends. I don't know how it become, but I'm grateful for it. It's been a ride, you're helping me a hell lot with stuffs and I'm really grateful. Even though we have our different teams to support, no matter who wins, we're still friends, close friends. We laughed about the littlest things we saw, we heard. We chatted almost everyday, always texting randomly like always. And it's been a ride, but you been a great friend, even though it's just 6 months. And you're the only guy when I'm going offline, kita kena sama sama.

Another example. A guy. A wacky guy, seriously. Wacky as in fun and great to hang out with. I known him since sec 1, but didn't get close until now. He is a great listener. We had our times, our best-friends time. Hah. It be really fun to hang out with you. Your antics, your everything. It been entertaining.

And then, got a girl from Sec 4. She's your fan girl who likes hot celebrities, who spends thousands of money for magazines, never on clothes or make up. Hah. You are you, it won't be the same if you changed. You also the one who texted me so randomly if you do something funny or fell down or saw me through your bedroom window, hah. Yeah, it been great and fun with you, hanging out with you sometimes.

And then, two girls, sec 2 now. They're the practically the girls-next-door. They love fun stuffs, pranking people, chatting, complaining about stuffs, having birthday bashes. But they are great listeners, great ones. Never did I thought of becoming really close with the two of you. Cause unfortunately, you're just sec 2, heh. But see where are we now, chatting everyday. I know life been hard for both of you, but you're still standing and rising. Now that's cool.

And so, yeah. Examples. I don't wanna mention names. They will know it if they read this. So we have less than 6 months together, and off we are to different paths. No longer together like now. Are we going to be okay? Only god will know. Sorry if I've been acting happy just for you guys to feel satisfied. I just wanna make you feel better. And it's enough burden for you guys to really help me. But I felt like giving up this act, cause I got tired and sick. It's bad enough I'm lying to my friends that I'm alright. And I'm sorry.

I wanna runaway, runaway like some idiot to some other land. Cause I'm scared of the future, everything that gonna happen. I've been living in a fantasy, a fairytale to be exact, but reality hit on the face, and it brought me down fast, really fast. And now as I'm typing, friends are trying to help, and I tried to be happy, but I know I can't act no more. It will hurt them even more.

Sometimes things didn't go your way, and hey, it didn't go my way at all. Last few months, I was living on a high, life was great, awesome and now look at me, I'm feeling down, down to the bottom to the lowest. What can I say, you can't have everything in life, life is super unpredictable. Now it hits me, I wanna run away rather than face it, cause right now, I felt lousy and not up to a fight. I wanna hold on but it's so strong, I'm letting go, don't let go.

Anywho, those ain't the only true friends. Ya, they are great, but there are some others too. Some others whom I didn't thought of being close friends, but look at us now, we are. Well, thanks for everything, for the treats, for the jokes, for the listening ears, for everything.

And sorry Amal and Nurul, I didn't replied your texts, and you Nurul, for susah payah come to my home to check on me. I be alright, thanks to my friends, from initials A-Z.

This moment, right here, right now.

2009-06-17T00:23:00.004+08:00

Let's blog this way.

1. Met Shafiq and Hazir ard 330pm.
2. Went Tmall to pay some stuffs.
3. Proceeded to Tamp 1 where we played guitar hero for free, someone puts 7 credits.
4. Ate our nasi lemak.
5. Headed to street soccer.
6. Played 4 vs 5.
7. Hazir fell down while he was feeling ronaldo-ish. (eh, fiq, eh? hahaa!)
8. We laughed for like 1 min.
9. Ended our match cause someone else need the goalposts.
10. Went inside the hockey court.
11. Somehow, we played match with 2 other parties.
12. Divided ourselves, found me, Heidyl and Fiq on one side, others on another team.
13. We lost, 3-2, I think?
14. But awesome match, awesome match.
15. Lepak there till 830pm.
16. Then, we saw something horrendous in the toilet. -.-
17. Check bookings of courts, yeah. We're playing badminton tmr.
18. And soccer on thursday.
19. I mighta feel we're going to burn out by thursday.
20. We walked home, feeling high by I-dunno-what.
21. Suddenly got this wild idea to sneak in Tampines Pri construction.
22. Didn't do it, heh heh heh.
23. Sent fiq home.

Okay, that's 23, not bad huh?
Hah hah.

And I'm sorry, people if I reply your texts late, or your calls went unanswered.
Now I put my phone to silent.
I don't see why I should text nowadays.
Heh.
I'm oh so feeling shaggey-shag-shag uh.

I wanna feel insecure around you, i wanna feel second-hand around you, I wanna feel everything about you.

Before the storm.

2009-06-15T23:36:00.006+08:00

Yeah
Woah

I know this isn't what I wanted
I never thought it come this far
Just thinking back to where we started
And how we lost all that we are
We were young and times were easy
But I could see it's not the same
I'm standing here but you don't see me
I'd give it all for that to change
And I don't want to lose her
Don't wanna let her go

Just standing out in the rain
I need to know if it's over, 'cause I would leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm
Before the storm

With every strike of lightning
Comes a memory that lasts
And not a word is left unspoken
As the thunder starts to crash
And maybe I should give up

Just standing out in the rain
I need to no if it's over, 'cause I would leave you alone
Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold her
Like I did before the storm

Trying to keep the lights are going out
And the clouds from ripping out my broken heart
We always say
A heart is not a whole without the one who gets you through the storm

Just standing out in the rain
Knowing that's it really over, please don't leave me alone
Flooded with all this pain knowing that I'll never hold you
Like I did before the storm

Yeah
Like I did before the storm

My blog song, I think?
Hehehe.
And it's kinda speaks of my situation right now.
So enjoy.

Anyway,
Airport and Courts with families today.
And you know what, you know what?
Hahahaha!
Nvm, it's a secret eh, Farhan?
Heh heh heh.
^___^

Goodnights ppl.
TMR SOCCER! PSSSH!

No you can't have World War III, if there's only one side fighting.

Not the way I pictured this time.

2009-06-14T23:39:00.005+08:00

One of the movies, I'm looking forward too.
Heh heh heh.

Sooooooooooooooo.....
House's kinda packed with cousins right now.
I just got back from eating prata at some 24-hour shop with cousins.
Ya, they're sleeping over.
And that lefts me sleeping on hard cold floor.
Actually there's a mattress, hur.

Anywho,
Hazir, Farhan and me played Monopoly.
Well I know, it's random.
But yeah, it was fun once in a while playing board games.
However, we twisted some rules, add some new rules.
HAHAHAHA!

And then, got this guy called me.
He keep saying HELO in some perverted voice.
Suddenly,
It was Shafiq Jai's la dey.
He was boring to the max, that's why.
Hahahaha!

Anyway,
We hanged at Hazir's crib till 8 plus.

And yeah,
The barbecue was fun.
And the foods were tasty.
And the wind blew huge large dustbins away, walao.
Power ah!
The wind was damn shiok, it was a moment you really wish you were there.
Heh.

I need money.
Kaching!
Cause I feel like going out everyday.
Hehehe.

You need me here, but I'm always so far away.
This is our night.
The look in your eyes says we can go all the way.
I'm losing my mind, broken inside.
I want you to take my breath away.
It's obvious that my heart beats for you.
It's obvious that my heart beats for you.

- Ps: Nurul, I know this is you-me favourite song!
Muhahahahaha!

Smell ya guys later!

But you had to go your own way, and that road was not for me

Fight for honour, fight for your love.

2009-06-13T00:12:00.007+08:00

Cool video.
You know it's wrong, but it's funny.
DARN FUNNY!

Hahahaha!
So today went past like a bullet train.

Sooooooooooo....
Terence and I was chatting about tmr's barbecue.
So lemme see, some parts are just childish.

terence chua says:
*hhah
*oh ya
*bring extra clothes
khairul anwar says:
*I KNOW.
*BUT WE'RE SAME SIDE.
*HAHAHAHA!
*AMAL'S SIDE!
*HAHAHA!
terence chua says:
*OH YA
*HAHAHAHA
*eh
*wanna buy flour before we go
khairul anwar says:
*SET!
*HAHAHA!
*extra flour, just in case.
*great idea, great idea, terence.
terence chua says:
*i know .
*npcc perrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
khairul anwar says:
*HAHHA!
*IT DOESN'T LINK LA TERENCE!
terence chua says:
*whatever ahh
*;P

terence chua says:
hahahhaha
have uh ?
khairul anwar says:
*nope.
terence chua says:
*same uhh
*;P
khairul anwar says:
*HAHAHA!
*ARE WE SUPPOSE TO HIGH FIVE THEN?
*HAHA!!
terence chua says:
*YEAHH
**HI-FIVE !*
khairul anwar says:
**HI-FIVE !*
terence chua says:
*WOOOH

khairul anwar says:
*haha!
*3pm then, downtown east, anything just text/call. hah.
terence chua says:
*okiee
*roger that
khairul anwar says:
*haha! DON'T ACT NPCC LA!
*HAHAHHAHA!
terence chua says:
*where got sia
*thats the arm
*armt
*army
khairul anwar says:
*walao. OKAY THEN DON'T ACT ARMY LA!
*HAHAHA!
terence chua says:
*fine uhh
khairul anwar says:
*haha! lol.
terence chua says:
*):
khairul anwar says:
*DON'T BE SAD.
*TMR WE GOT WAR.
*ESPECIALLY IT'S AMALINA, confirm got casualties.
terence chua says:
*LOL
*JYEAHHH

HAHAHAHA!
Well I hafta go.
I wanna read news or chat.
Whichever is funner.
Hur.
And I know there's no such word as 'funner'.

And yeah,
SAFE TRIP, ESZUAN!
BON VOYAGE TO I-DUNNO-WHERE!
Hur!

Run baby run, don't ever look back. They tear us apart if you gives them a chance.

This dance is for the lovers.

2009-06-11T21:15:00.008+08:00

(Post #175)

Hot day.
Wth, and it will remains hot for this week.

Anywho,
Someone is getting damn excited about this Saturday.
C'mon la, it's just a barbecue birthday party.
HAHAHAHA!
Nothing special what.
And yea, I can bring friends, fuuuuu!
Thanks eh Amaaal.

Sooooo......
We had Career Counselling today.
Oh, so we did some quizzes that match our careers.
And guess what I got;
- Surgeon.
- Optometrist.
- Art/Museum Curator.
- Enviromental Officer.
- Vet.
And some others, I can't remember...

Walao, and Eszuan gets a phaedophile job.
'Taking care of kids in nursery.'
HAHAHA!

I just got back from the doctor, he told me I got a problem.
I realized that it's you.
Everyone is allergic to poison ivy.
Everybody gets the itch, everybody hates that.
Everyone is allergic to poison ivy.

I breakout and I start to shake
And i hear your name, can't walk away
I can't stop, even if I tried
I lay down my pride, I can't walk away
Tried lines and tangled vines
and where the trying times I can't walk away

Everyone's allergic to poison ivy.
Everyone needs a little poison ivy.
Everybody wants a little poison ivy.

I like this part of the lyrics.
It's meaningful in a way.
[:

Actually,
I wanna show you a cute video.
But that's gonna wait till tmr, I guess?
Hahaha!

Laters!

Somehow I'm to blame for this never-ending racetrack you call life

It's our time to regroup and have fun.

2009-06-10T23:35:00.005+08:00

So that's our group pics.
From the bowling trip.
3/4 of the class were there, and Najlah too.
Hahaha!

So ystdy,
SP Poly Visit was alright.
It was fun to make our own perfumes.
Hah.
And the mini-concert was fun too.
Especially the turntables.

And today,
Hanged out with Farhan and Razif.
Played card games all the way.
Lol, like so random.

And so today, you're fine without me.
And I'm not that fine without you.

Gerak gerimu buatku ragu, tak mungkin ini tak bertahan

Fly with me, they turned out fine.

2009-06-08T23:12:00.005+08:00

Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine, so what about us?
So won't you fly with me?

Sch for 1 hour of SS.
It was decent, Crescent Girls' paper is totally hard.
I can't even start,
No la, almost every papers, I cannot start.
Hehehe.

Skipskipskip.
Heidyl and Eszuan came to my house to lepak.
And played guitar.
So got myself ready to meet Farhan, Hazir and Najlah ard 7plus.

Sooooooooooo...
We went shopping at the 3 malls.
After I-dunno-how-long, we find a suitable something-something.
Thanks to Naj for rating and not checking the prices.
Everything she saw, nice. Walao.
Prices also nice.
[:

Anywho,
We got tired from dashing from one mall to another.
So after all the rushing,
I went back home with Farhan.

Farhan: Hari ni kena hati hati sia sebab nari stalker tu kita terus tk nampak, so cover dia masih belum kena blown.
Me: Aah sia. Nanti ale ale dia ada kat bus, duduk sebelah kau,
abeh die hehehe.
(imitates the stalker's perverted face)
Farhan: Terus aku turun sia bus.
Me: Sanggup eh kau.

Hahahaha!
That summarises my day.
If you know the stalker we're talking about, then shhh.
If not, remains clueless.

Tmr got Spore Poly visit.
Yeeeee!
Tmr got Chem.
Boooooo!

Smell ya people laters!

I'm worried I won't see your face light up again

A dental care.

2009-06-07T22:17:00.007+08:00

5th June 2009

Went bowling, as part of the class gathering.
It was fun la.
Although some didn't came, we had fun. Naj tagged along.
So let's see,
3 rounds of bowling, 2 pratas and some drinks.
20 bucks gone, geeeee. Or maybe more?
Geeeeeeeeee.

So,
It's really like a chill-out session.
Thirteen of us played bowling while some watched.
While some slacked and played guitars.
Hur.
It's great to just have fun and don't worry about a thing.
Pictures will be uploaded prolly, tmr.

After bowling,
Some of us went home while some wants dinner.
So at last, ate at a 24-hour coffeeshop near 800+.
Eat eat, jokes jokes. Eat eat.
Went home with Jeffrey around 12plus.
Fuuuuuu, what a day.

6th June 2009

Parkway Parade with Mum.
It's been a long time since we went shopping together.
So yeah.
Mum insisted on getting me some assessment books.
Heh heh heh.
But it's a waste of money if I'm not going to use it right?

So after that,
Mum went home while I met Farhan at Interchange.
Proceeded to lepak under Hazir's block.
Shafiq and Razif came too.
Blablabla.
Hazir and his brother came down,
Played taiti till 10plus.

Went home after sending Farhan at bus stop.

( at bus stop)
Farhan: Eh khai, bunuh kan lipas tu.
Me: Mana?
Farhan: Tu. (pointed)
Me: Jauh sia. Step dia nak datang je.
Farhan: Geli sia.

HAHAHAH!
Cool eh farhan.
Hah, a good listener somemore.

So you might be wondering why I'm online.
Well, I'm searching for hair styles.
Yeah, hair styles.
I wanna cut my hair, but then hmmmm.
Still having second thoughts.

Well,
'Helmet' style kinda cool.
Heh heh heh.
I mighta get one, hur.

See you guys tmr, for those whose schooling.
Sad, people like me had to go school.
My hands 'beku' la from typing all these.
Pics tmr, I hope.

I'm sure, I'm sure, you can't get over it, over it.

I want it that way.

2009-06-04T13:00:00.009+08:00

Would be blogging and MSN less often now.
I don't see any point to come online nowadays.
Everyone pretty much on their own now.

Well,
I still have fun over the last two days.
Farhan, 'cute stuff'.
Magic tricks. Shafiq and Razif went bonkers over this.

Kay, i'm off.
I won't be blogging from,
4rd June to 9th June.

Reasons being,
- I wanna learn new songs from Eszuan.
- Town.
- 'Lepak' Sessions.
- Structured Revision Programme.

Anything,
Just text me, or better, miss-call me.
I call you back.

Isn't these shoes awesome?

Hahaha!
Okay, so long people.
Stay safe and happy
(=

Beg me time and time again, but you can't win.

Lies are meant to be spoken.

2009-06-01T23:24:00.005+08:00

Malay paper was hell.
[:

Tell me something, are you lying? Cause I can't differentiate anymore.
You told me so many things, but now I'm guessing it's all lies to keep me by your side.
You wanted me to notice you, how cool.

Heh.
So cool ah this post.
'Sungguh tak perlu'.

I NEED TO DROWN THESE FEELINGS.

Laters, non-posers.
Haha!

I can't be superman, I can't save you, can't save you.

It came with a warning.

2009-05-31T22:40:00.002+08:00

'O' LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE PAPER TMR!
MAYDAY MAYDAY!
REPEAT,
'O' LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE PAPER TMR!

Oh, wth.
I spent today at Orchard.
Looking back now, it's time wasting.
Damn, bullshit.

Wish me luck for tmr.
I mean, all the best for tmr!

If it's you and me forever, if it's you and me right now.

Happy birthday to me.

2009-05-31T00:49:00.013+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME!

I know it's kinda late.
But I was dozing off around 9pm, I'm so damn tired.
Anywho,
Thanks to the people listed below.
I just feel like listing them to show my greatest appreciation.
First come, first listed.

Eszuan was the first, followed by;
Amalina.
Nurul.
Idris.
Saifuddin.
Shafiq Jai.
Hazir.
Mom & Dad.
Zulaika.
Ain.
Faizah.
Kaixin.
Ferlyn.
Zhijun.
Beiting.
Nazihah.
Kelvin.
Syamir.
Heidyl.
Mingrong.
Amir.
Shereen.
Jeffery.
Hidayah.

And thanks for the party,
Najlah.
Nadia.
Arif.
Razif.
Yusri.
Eszuan.
Shafiq Jai.
Farhan.
Iskandar.

And of course, who I forgot to mention.
I'm sorry.
But thanks a lot, people.

Okay, so the sec 2 have camp this weekend. I missed camp. Ours were special, cause it's 4 days 3 nights courtesy to a teacher. How cool to be in a camp, doing obstacles everyday, waking up with campmates beside you, sometimes woken up in the early morning by loud snores, hearing strange sounds, not seeing your parents for a change, bathe together gether, eat breakfast, lunch, dinner and supper with the same faces and of course the awesome campfire. It was a bliss. And I still remember, they sent us off with a sad song, a really sad song. Titanic nye lagu pun boleh kalah.

How cool is that, they don't have to worry about 'O' Levels which I am facing with. Monday, first paper already, and I'm praying hard to finish it here. What's done here, I won't want to retake it. It's better and logical to spent invaluable time to do something worthwhile in the library right? Hah!

Tell me, am I losing my grip? Am I daydreaming too much? This is so hard, let's not make this complicated than ever. No one wanted it. I need to think, I need to walk to clear my mind. I need to wander and lie down. Count the stars and stargaze. Wondering if I should ask you out. Yeah, I might be smiling. I'm a good faker what. I must be paranoid, paranoia is no good when 'O' Levels are just knocking. Don't tell me I'm paranoid just because I can't see you for a month? Don't tell me that. I'm listening to Let Me Be Myself - 3 Doors Down and it means a lot to me. Get the hints, I can't be someone else. I need to be myself. It's time for me to shine, not in someone's else spotlight, but my own. And wth is my social mood? It's gone, gone, I tell you. I'm gonna wander and daydream, cause it's the best thing I can ever do.

And I know, my blog skin is uberly awesome. Heh.

So long, people. [:
Happy holidays, keep your hands to yourselves!

You walked around like you don't know me. You got new friend, I got homies.

I'm sorry if I stole yo girl.

2009-05-30T01:45:00.007+08:00

Sorry I didn't update.
Mind is full of stuffs, unwanted stuffs.
Am I over-reacting or everything is crammed?
Wth.

On Thursday,
We celebrated our birthdays, Hazir and me.
Since our birthdays are just two days apart.
So we waited for this 'surprise' party to start at 4pm.
The party ended with crumbles of cakes all over the void deck's floor.
Well you can infer what happened.

Anywho,
Thanks for the advance surprise party.
Nadia, Najlah, Eszuan, Shafiq, Farhan, Razif, Yusri, Arif & Iskandar.
Thanks for the awesome party, although it's late planning, Hazir & I enjoyed it.
Hehhh.

Today was Breakfast with Teachers.
And for most of the students, it's the last day.
Hazir and I were bored, so we walked around school to kill time.
Got our report books, blablabla.

Didn't have much to say right now.
Laters.

I'm sorry if she likes me more than you if she ever liked you.

Thursday pre-game programme.

2009-05-27T18:09:00.010+08:00

Macbeth Shoes [:
But wth, the nearest shop is in KL.
Geeeeeeeee.
I gonna get myself skate shoes, then Macbeth la.
I can't wait for eternity.
Heh.

Maybe I'm not coming to sch tmr.
WALAO,
But I hate pangseh-ing Eszuan.
I see about it.

Someone keep reminding me about my birthday.
-.-
And then, keep asking me about weird stuffs.
Whatever sia Amalina.
I don't expect anything much.
As usual, a family gathering.
And i'm super okay with that.

Bye.
And today, I'm fine without you, really.
Cause I can't daydream about you anymore, not anymore.

Baby, see everything went wrong when you forget how to love

Float on, keep alive.

2009-05-25T21:27:00.005+08:00

School was boring.
Mind-blowing and Brain drilling.
But it was alright. Eszuan was in the zone, joking like wth.
Okay, fullstop.

She is cute.
And she can play guitar with both hands.
Oh, have I mention about her voice?
Her voice is uber-ly awesome.
GO Christina McManus!

(during Assembly)
Me: Habis, si dini cakap, terus aku tak faham.
Eszuan: Can you please put your muffles off.

HAHAHAHA!
If you get it, your brain functions godspeed.
If not, figure it out on your own.

Laters, people.

I don't know how the hell I fall in love with you. But I ain't complaining.

You know you're mine, I know i'm yours.

2009-05-24T21:49:00.017+08:00

Life is boring at the moment.
I never thought I say this, I'm waiting for school.
How I wish my parents sent me to boarding school.
Lol, crap.
I love my easygoing parents.
[:

Today went jamming at Jalan Besar.
After so many failed plans, at last we went jamming.
Cause I'm always with schoolmates.
Nothing much happened,
I swear I'm just too lazy to upload the tons of pics.
It is just in my family line, I guess.
Hehehehe.

We took a full packed bus 31 back home.
And then, got argument between 'pakciks'.
Pakcik1: EH MOVE IN LAH, PEOPLE WANT TO BOARD RIGHT!
Pakcik2: Oi, no need shout right, people can move on their own right!

Then all diam..
And then before Pakcik2 alighted the bus, he left Pakcik1 a nice goodbye. Haha.
Pakcik2: Next time, don't shout.
Pakcik1: I never shout what. It just my tone.
Pakcik2: Ah fcuk you. You better behave your fucking self ah!
Pakcik1: *speechless*

Hahahaha!
I was talking to Shairul, terus terdiam.
Rofl.

Cause you sucha an awesome girl to like and love.

Nights.
Got Sunderland vs. Chelsea.
Hmmmmmm.
GO NEWCASTLE!
Lol.

I miss tons of people.
And one of the people is in Surabaya.
Aiyo, me, Eszuan, Farhan and co gonna entertain ourselves without you.
We gonna try [:
Hahahahah!

Cause you mean the world, and I light it up cause it's your very own dream.

I need to go for a holiday.

2009-05-22T23:37:00.006+08:00

One more week of school and we're off to holidays.
We are blasting to infinity, hur.
Back to reality, I still got 2 weeks of supplementary lessons during June hols.
Let me just summarise what's on today;

English;
- I wouldn't have the permission to go in Computer Lab.
- Go thru Passage A and B.
- The clock ticked slowly.

Social Studies;
- So many careless mistakes.
- Wrote points, that I darn forget.
- Hungry, totally.

Malay;
- Was at AVA Room.
- Was fun cause with Shafiq and Farhan.

Physics;
- Go through paper.
- Didn't talked much, the time of the day huh.

How boring can my day be.
Planned to play pool/LAN at Safra.
Tapi tak menjadi.
At last, chatted with these gundus all in 1 convo. How kecoh.
We named ourselves, heh heh heh.

Farhan - Fafa
Najlah - Nana
Razif - Rara
Shafiq - Shasha
Khairul Anwar - Warwar
And not forgetting,
Hazir - Haha

And I got a feeling some of my teachers are reading my blog.
Gotta be careful, heh.
They are sneaky fellows.
^.^

Going to watch Night at the Museum 2.
Next week.
With my best friend, Zhijun.
Rofl.
Treat me right?

Bye, tmr's movie with Fafa and Shasha.
I wanna go for movie marathon.
Who's with me?
Text me, heh.

Nights, owls.
Psst, I wonder where Heidyl all are. Hah.

It seems like you forget everything. I don't even know whether you are sincere. You forget everything, everything that happened. I wanna share your ups and downs, but you didn't let me in. Everything is not what it seems to be. One more week, and I wouldn't be able to see you for one whole month. By then, you would be far far and far and far and far and far away.

I need space, I got friends, I got great friends, all I need is you to complete it.

My bright side of life.

2009-05-21T16:26:00.007+08:00

RESULTS WAS I-DUNNO-HOW-TO-DESCRIBE-IT.
As expected,
I flunked 3 subjects, scraped through 1 paper and passed 2 papers only.
Nevertheless, my results still stinks.
Combined Humanities totally 'hancur'.

Mid Year was just the appetizer.
There will be Prelims and the real deal, 'O' Levels.
Mid Year is just the beginning of the end.
L1R4, 27 points, where the hell am I suppose to go with that kind of points?
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

(while receiving results)
Hazir: Kena chiong ah.
Me: Aah siul.
Hazir: Tak, lepas aku complete Pokemon, baru aku chiong.

Nevermind him.
He's still a small kid.
[:
Let's not talk about results.

School was lethagic.
Mr Izaham went back to NIE, sedih per but will be back July.
PE, played soccer.
We won, thanks to Eszuan's two goals and Wee Kiat's awesome goalkeeping.
We had 4 periods of MT.
I was freezing, and hungry, and nothing goes into my head at that period of time.
Farhan was sitting beside me, we talked stuffs.
'O' Level Paper is 1 June somemore.

(in AVA room)
Ashraaf: Anyone who can't withstand the cold is a pussy.
Hazir: I'm not a pussy, I'm a man.
Ashraaf: You're a pussy-man.

Aiyo.
How lame is that.
Hahaha!

Going back home was uneventful.
Except that we start using proper Melayu.
So instead of 'dorang', it's 'mereka'.
Instead of 'pakai', 'menggunakan'.
My brain gonna blast to infinity with 'O' Level Malay coming up.
Hur. Exaggeration.

I wanna chiong study.
RIGHT AFTER I PLAY ROCK BAND UNPLUGGED.
Heh heh heh.
Laters!

No, I can't complain, who to say that you're not in love?
Hold on tight, don't you dare let go.

When the lights go out.

2009-05-19T19:30:00.006+08:00

No school.
Yeaaaaaaaaaa.
So this post is not about school.
It's about playing soccer early in the morning,
Hahahaha!
Mcm composition pulak.
Hurgh.

Soccer was at 8am.
I asked Hazir to go first, as I just woke up.
Blablabla, gedigedi yup yup.
Played soccer till 12plus.
Shafiq and Razif went off to bath, while we slacked at Sports Hall toilet.
Enjoying some great winds.

Decided to eat at Food Culture.
After eating, we wondered around CS and TM like lost souls.
Saw Ferlyn. Hur.
And Jeffrey. And Hafiyan, but too bad he didn't saw us.
All eyes stoned already, I'm guessing all 6 of us went back home, confirm sleep.

(while waiting for Eszuan's bus)
Eszuan: Alamak, sini tkde sabun ah, nak cuci mata.
Me: -.- Senang kata, chickies ah.
Eszuan: Tak la, nnti orang ingat aku nak KFC.

Rofl.
A lot of jokes, but I can't remember though.
Hazir and I went home.
Talked about stuffs, girls' hairs, stuffs.
Like I said, everyone went back home slept, except maybe Eszuan.
Hahaha, he's too hyperactive.
Dia dengan dia nye White Chicks.

FYI,
Sorry to people whom I never replied.
I was kinda lazy, you know, typical lazy to even answer/reply your texts.
And MSN-wise too,
Maybe,
My social mood is already full.
You know? Like the game SIMS?
Hahahaha!
Nevermind.......

Oh, oh.
YAY US!
YAY YOU AND ME!
YAY NAJLAH AND KHAIRUL!
YAY US!

(No inspiring lines/quotes right now. He he he he.)

We're on top of the world, literally.

2009-05-18T18:36:00.005+08:00

(Post #160)
"Be the change you want to see in the world."

After a long run, it finally ends. Ya, finally.
From breaking out prison until they gained their freedom.
Now I'm waiting for Channel 5 to show it.
Rofl.

MYE is finally over, LET'S PARTY!
Apa je, still got prelims and the torturing 'O' Levels.
Ah, but who says we can't enjoy it while it lasts?
Hah.
Went to library, at first everyone seems psyched to go library.
But now, I know why Eszuan keep disturbing the librarian.
It was utter boring, minus the studying part.
Imagine, you're cooped in a room, no aircon.
Geeee, for god's sake, got aircon, ON LAH.
So instead of studying,
We talked and talked and talked till 940am.

Phy/Chem MCQ first.
When doing Chem, my head went off.
Never thought MCQ could make my head switch off.
Not only me la, Ming Rong also.
Chem, I just hentam anyhow only.
Then POA Paper 1.
It was alright, no comment.

Mac'd.
Shafiq Jai came along.
Kecoh per dengan dia.
Instead of going home, Shafiq wants to play boxing.
So we lepak-lepak under Hazir's block till 4plus.
Naj came along as well,

Tmr's playing soccer in the morning.
Got chance wake up late, but instead play soccer in the morning.
Mcm sekolah pula.
Hahah.

Laters.
Oh, I got a cool handshake to share with. Hmmm.

And I still can't believe, coming school on Wednesday for only 30mins.
Wth.

When I'm with you, I make every second counts cause I miss you.

Let go, we move too fast.

2009-05-15T23:46:00.005+08:00

PHYSICS PAPER WAS TOTALLY FCUKINGLY HARD.
My answers to theory qns all 'hancur'.
I was sitting there like a 'gundu' thinking what is Ohm's Law.
Ohm's law, siapa je buat.
Damn it!
There goes my pass for Combined Science.
Malay paper was hard too, the passage was not understandable.
First time, Malay paper was so hard.
Banyak ye A2 untuk MT, mampus.
If I had swee-swee, I happy alr.

After school,
Slacked at Mac first.
Went home with Eszuan, Iskandar and Syamir following me.
They slacked at my house while I got changed and bathed.
(at my house)
Me: Buat rumah ni mcm rumah kau sendiri.
Eszuan: Yahoo! (ran around)

HAHAHAHA!
Knowing Eszuan, it was sure a wrong thing to say.
Prayers.
Went to Hazir's house next.
Had fun looking at Hazir's old pictures, from his old school.
And some other stuffs.

Played PES till 6plus.
Then Fight Night Round 3 till 10plus.
Then we got bored, created new characters.
Ohhh, and so cool la.
From a Chewbacca turns to blablabla.
Shouldn't elaborate, it's between me, Hazir, Farhan and Iskandar, and oh, Naj.
Hahahaha!

Went home after sending Iskandar and Farhan home.
And I saw the girl (at last) which I bumped into like 2 years ago.
Hahahaha!

Goodnight people.
I wanna sleep, oh yeah, sleep sleep.
Hah, whatever sia.

It's always the right thing to do, oh, do those things we missed.

Forever, you and me.

2009-05-14T21:04:00.008+08:00

Yes!
MYE is almost ending. Two more days!
Impending papers: Physics, MT Paper 2 (tomorrow)
POA Paper 1, C.S. MCQ (Monday)
Owww, time flies huh?

Lemme just review some of my MYE papers.
Just now, Maths paper. Aiyo, 2 hours 30 mins.
It totally drained the brain juice I had for POA.
What was worse, I had 3 papers today.
Tested Syamir's POA during our break;

Syamir: Khairul, test aku ni.
Me: Okay, net profit margin?
Syamir: Arrr (shows me a blank face)
Me: Aiyo, first question dah tak tahu. (shows him the answer)
Me: Okay, rate of stockturn?
Syamir: (again shown me a blank face)
Me: Baik, kau tak belajar la. Gi belajar.

During SS Paper,
SBQ was about Gaza Strip.
I was like 'ada ke Gaza Strip?'.
Ah, mampus la. Hahaha.
And I think I regretted choosing Globalisation, should have choose Venice.
Geography was acceptable.
Maths Paper 1 and 2 was reasonable, easier than last year.
Paper 2 was harder tho.
POA, my mind went blank for a few minutes.
Exhausted from Maths, lol.

Went to school, drenched.
Luckily got a nice aunty, who lends us her umbrella.
Anywho,
I haven't seen you in two days at school,
you don't have to feel guilty, I should.
And I'm sorry, real sorry.

You give me something to believe in, after all that we've been through,
the love you give, it all comes back to you.

Hazir started a new trend.
Everytime he saw a particular person, he looked at me.
And we laughed or sniggered or made the Jeng-jeng-jeng effect.
Lol'd.
Oh, you lost your wallet, Hazir?
Obsessed sangat dengan Maths paper sampai terlupa.
Geeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Penat eh naik tangga?
HAHAHA!

Okay, gonna cramp my brain with Physics Formulas.
I deleted all memories of Chem, Geog, SS. My memory space's so small, 2.4MB je.
Hahahaha, crap.
Okay nights.

I don't have to imagine, not anymore cause you're right beside me.

Enters into your mind, lightspeed it.

2009-05-11T21:19:00.005+08:00

You mean well, but you make this hard for me.

You and your twisted words,
Convince me to please you.

Farhan. Lol.
We texted each other almost non-stop today.
Like some gay couples.
Ceydebabi!
Oh I deleted last post, heh. Siapa cepat, dia dapat ah.

I remember you asking me if I could walk you home.
It's funny how these things don't last for long, not funny how I don't know the way to carry on.

All the awesome moments with you.

2009-05-08T09:56:00.016+08:00

Just done playing this game. I know it's 2004 game, but I was bored. Yet, I have fun creating roller coasters for thrills. I do sharp and edgy curves, lol. That was fun, I wish my theme park was real. Yet I didn't rule out the possibly of me being a theme park associate or someone working at a theme park. That be so cool. Hahaha!

Before that, went on learned new songs, Anyone Else But You by The Moldy Preaches and Everything I Want by Steve Rushton. From C to G, G to C, C to G, G to C, C to G. Oh, every line need to change, aiyo so troublesome. But the song is nice, very nice. One of my finger is swollen due to yesterday's soccer match. I don't know how it got swollen, all I remembered was, I got tangled with the net. Hahaha! We did won, thanks for asking. Nice nice ~ And Jeffrey did played, awesome. For eleven years, I think I never see you kicked a ball before. Lol.

Well today's Speech day. School released early. You must have guess, I didn't went to school today. I have to go school back at 215pm for student audience. I updated you guys on it later. Oh, Eszuan finally gets his long awaited trophy, hahaha. Awesome ~

And somebody gonna perform today again. In the same role. Hahahaha! And what a nice chat yesterday even though it's not long, but it's alright. Thanks Naj, lol.

You are always trying to keep it real.
I'm in love with how you feel.
I don't see what anyone can see
In anyone else but you.

I wanna know do you wanna get away? Get away with me.

Love affair, as complicated as ever.

2009-05-06T21:53:00.008+08:00

Well I'm counting on you, Lionel Messi. Beat that Chelsea, 4-0, 5-0, I don't care. Hah. School was brain-drilling. Shouldn't talked about it, cause the same thing happened everyday. Oh, we played baseball during Miss Nadia's lesson. God, nothing better to do.

After school, went blue hall. Razif and Yusri joined us. We hanged there, fooled around, reminisced sec 1 and 2 memories, till 5 plus. Went home after that. I totally forget that we were very the kecoh during sec 1 and 2. From the sec 1 camp till fighting with our seniors over a bloody soccer ball. Wth.

Did I say, we now are taking temperatures 2 times a day. Wth. This is so much fun, first it's wasting time, second, you can always hear the 'tit' sounds everywhere. Exams next week, awesome. I'm totally prepared for it, not. But at least, we can go home early, fuuuu.

Okay, bye. Would update again if I got something to say. Life been a bore, great, full of laughters, but a bore. I can sleep through this patch, and not regretted it. Duh, the answer is looking at you. I'm too tired to play this game, too tired to act stubborn and stupid when you're in sight. I'm tired of acting that I didn't know you. I miss you.

Da lah, goodnight, ola, selamat malam.

My name is Khairul, and I'm your biggest fan.

One side, one move.

2009-05-03T17:20:00.008+08:00

That's pretty much me.
Heck care with the cluster papers!
I'm going to play my PSP, much better and it DO relieves stress.
Hahaha!
(3am, heading home from mac after buying supper)
Idris: Eh, apek tu dari tadi ikut kita. Stalker siul.
Me: Ala, apa lagi, lari ah.

Then we ran like mad people. And we laughed somemore.
Did I mention it's 3 in the morning?
People would think we're crazy, laughing and running in the middle of a night.

I don't wanna let you go, but then you did. And I said goodbye wishing you the best.

Earphones stuck on you.

2009-05-01T22:55:00.006+08:00

Want-to-study didn't happened.

'O' Level dates are finalised, and god, some of the papers are in the afternoon. I mean, wth. My brain will be dead by evening. My Papers 1 was okay, I guess. Malay was hard, I just used pri 1, pri 2 words in my compo, I'm too lazy to think. Heh! However, the letter writing or dialog was easy, heh. I think I screwed Malay paper la, damn it.

Started off with Friday prayers. Sat with Amir, cakap dengan dia, sampai terlupa khutbah. Haha. Orang suruh dengar khutbah, ni bersembang. Tu lah, dah lama tak cakap kan. Heheh. Let's skip some parts. Blablabla, we found ourselves at Tmart Mac. Ate there and blablabla. Oh, I swear, Farhan, that she said goodbye while looking at me la. Hahaha. Irsyad, Faiz, Helmi and Farhan (the other one) came along.

Farhan: Eh, cari kita per? Every Friday, jumpa selalu.
Irsyad: A'ah la, cari korg kat Tmall, century square, semua tkder.
Me: Tkper, jumpa kita juga kan. Heh.

So we catched up on each other, but we had to leave which is kinda sad since I was having fun talking with them. I headed to Tmall, meet Idris. So we slacked at Open Plaza and bought some stuffs for tmr.

So, today was a lil boring, like what Farhan said, life suddenly went down by a lil bit. Maybe because you weren't there anymore, texting me or concerning over me. I miss you somehow, girl. Goodnight, dols dan petoms. Heh.

Eh, why ah my right eye keep twitching, something big gonna happens eh? I wish it's you. Hmmm.

I'd would be lying if I told you, losing you is something that I could handle.

Handstand against the world.

2009-04-29T21:37:00.005+08:00

Let's handstand ~

Have you ever wonder why you were with the people around you? Are you meant to be fated to meet? Have you ever questioned fate? Have you ever try to understand the reason why?

I thought I don't have time to blog, but apparently, Nurul went home early. So I had some free time. Lemme just went through how my day was, it been sucha long time since I did one or blogged one, for that matter.

Had temperature taking, well, P came at the wrong time, so she membebel about stuffs, dari terlupa nak bawa thermometers sampai kita nak kerja. Jauh dia pergi. Had POA after that, was fine. I understood COE much better. SS and Maths were next, did some revision, blablabla. Recess was uneventful. Geog, revision again but instead we do our Eng homework. Eszuan and I have some fun trying to remember lyrics from songs to construct a long sentence. Eszuan got plenty, dari mana band lagi, Simple Plan ah. Hahah. Then English, Ms Tay was particularly in a good mood, so are we, I guess. School ended.

Went to Mac to have my 'yesterday' dinner. Hazir went factory first, so left me, Iskandar, Farhan and Razif. Eszuan went for Speech Day's rehearsal. Blablabla, we yanked till 3plus, went home. Iskandar made water splashing sounds otw back home cause I need a toilet. But I reached safely at my house. Fuuuuu!

Nurul came by my house ard 4pm. Did some english revision, blabla. Then did nonsensical stuffs, play chess online la, tu la, ni lah. Gerek eh. Hahaha.

Everyone taking MYE, all the best! You and you! And you too, hotshot! Heh.

And so once upon a time, the prince did not understand Cinderella.

We were sweethearts.

2009-04-28T17:25:00.012+08:00

"Houston, we have a problem!".

MAYDAY! MAYDAY!
Mid year exams in 2 days.
MAYDAY! MAYDAY!

Could I just say that I got pretty slacked up right now?
Exams are coming, I shouldn't be slacking.
Shouldn't, shouldn't.
Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
School was brain-drilling.
I swear, it can't get any worse.

Today weather was fantastic.
Lightnings left right down up.
Which is way better than scorching hot sun.
I got myself way behind homeworks right now.
Cluster papers are not done, assessments not done.
What a bummer.

I got weird dreams now.
Weird, weird, weird, weird dreams.
And random dreams now.
In one such dream,
A stranger asks me how to kick the ball accurately from a corner at the school canteen.
That was really random and way weird,
Farhan knows another dream of mine, and that dream was EXTREMELY weird.
I got plenty of dreams to share with you guys.
But let's stop here, heh.

Bye, gifted humans.
Hehh.

Correct me if I'm wrong, you and I are the perfect combination.

I'm in love with a fairytale.

2009-04-26T22:21:00.006+08:00

Sleep tight girl, we're not fine tonight
You got me running around in circles
I thought you wouldn't go
Now I can't deny that
Girl, you blow my mind.
- From blog song.

Goodnight, people.
Have a nice day tmr!
Grrr, today is so hot and cold.
Wth.

What is pai le? Hmmmmm.

I'm already cursed with you.

2009-04-24T23:52:00.003+08:00

I love today.
I hate that today is Friday.
I love how fast the time fly today.
I hate how fast the time fly nowadays.
I love Physics, it's slacking period.
I hate Chem, cause it's Greek to me.
I love my classmates, they are all random people.
I hate people that hate my friends.
I love that I skipped school ystdy.
I hate that I missed a soccer match ystdy.
I love jamming at Idris's house.
I hate it when I have to skip soccer.
I love dragging Nurul with me to Idris's house to jam.
I hate that she always pesters me about girls.
I love Subway.
I hate to know that it's not halal.
I love my childhood, Power Rangers FTW!
I hate for a fact that I looked way different then and now.
I love Tampines 1.
I hate that it sells expensive stuffs there.
I love Uniqlo jeans.
I hate for a reason that it's expensive.
I love tomorrow, cause it's resting day.
I hate tomorrow cause I know, I can't see her.
I love missing her in this way.
I hate it when I can't talk/chat/text with her.
I love writing my thoughts in this way.
I hate that my mind is in a blank.
I love to do this once more, maybe once a month.
I hate that I had nothing more to say.
I love that I have to stop here.
I hate I-dunno-what.
-.-

Goodnight people.
Sleep tight.

They've got a power and a force that you've never seen before.
They've got the ability to morph and to even up the score.
- Heard it before? Lol.

A speed dial I won't forget.

2009-04-23T13:38:00.010+08:00

Didn't went to school today.
HEHEHE!
Isn't that picture tells you a thousand words?
Oh wait, it doesn't.
Hur.

So I spent my morning staring at the computer.
And I got a weird feeling that it staring at me when I was about to doze off.
I swear, free time was wasted. Gosh.
I could have done something innovative, like learning something new, or revising my work.
But no, I just have to waste my time.
My favourite pastime ~
What a bummer.

Mark your calendar on 29th July or somewhere around there.
News report says water level gonna raise up to 1m.
1metre is not that high to swim, or dive, for that matter.
Anyway it gonna hit the CBD, so guys living on east, west, north, south, don't worry.
You are perfectly safe.
And it's unconfirmed. Scientists said so, but I don't trust scientists much.
[:

Ya, I spent my time today, reading news online, blablabla, about climate, wars, blabla, global warming, blablabla.
Earth is going to die in this way, YEAH DIE. Emphasize on the DIE.
I don't want to die just yet, I got dreams, big dreams.
I wanna lead a life like other people do.
Being CEO of a big company or a musician, a businessman, whatever.
To have a wife, a big house all for myself, children.
It never too late to do something for Earth, for Earth always appreciate our efforts to help, no matter how small.

I gonna off this addicted thingy and sleep.
Heh.
Bye, wonder of the world.
You la. Siapa lagi?
Hahaha.

Be back later....

Oh oh, should I change my blog skin?
Should I, should I, should I?

Tell me how I suppose to get you off my mind, when you know I really couldn't even if I try.

Jump in, don't be the last.

2009-04-22T20:42:00.005+08:00

Random picture ~
Took it with Syakirah's DSLR Camera.
That 'junk' was so heavy.
Haha.

Had flu, sore throat blablabla for the last 3 days.
And I'm getting sleepy-er day by day.
This is so a bad sign.
Language Papers 1 are coming next week.
Exactly a week, I tell you.
Hur!

Life has been lighting up.
Eszuan's back to the cheery-good-side of him.
Which is great.
It's all over, and I haven't touch a single soccer ball yet this week.
Hehehe.
I should start kicking some soccer balls.
I SHOULD!

Oh, oh.
Happy Earth Day.
Don't just wear green, go green!
This is what happens if you don't;

Heh.

'We can still turn it around, but here is the world our grandchildren will live in if we don't.'
- Jean Weiss

Goodnight.
This is a meaningful post.
HAHAHA!
Goodnight,
YES YOU HEARD ME, GOODNIGHT!
Heh.

Don't be alarmed when I'm not here. When you figure it out, just call, I throw you a line.

Everything I want, you want.

2009-04-19T20:20:00.007+08:00

Went LAN just now with Idris, Farhan and Kevin.

After I had my long sleep.
Played Left 4 Dead.
This zombie was so scary, we screamed like wth.
People were looking at us.
Hahaha.
(while screaming)
Idris: Orang tgh tengok sia.
Me: Buat bodoh, tembak sembarang je.
Kevin: Eh, help me, help me. (a few seconds later) Shit, never help me. Ape je.

Hahahaha.
That was fun. Got my mind off thinking about stuffs.
Went home after that.
Shit, it just came into my mind that I have undone homework.
'Sumpah aku tak terfikir pasal homework'
Hahaha.

Tmr's school.
I somehow looking forward to it.
And Jingming, good luck for the assembly tmr.
We cheer for you when the crowd is silent.
Hahaha.

Oh,
Tmr's Leeya coming.
Hehs.

You could do anything you want. I could do anything I want.

Adore is an awesome word to describe you.

2009-04-16T21:39:00.005+08:00

Hurs...
Today is totally a bad day.
Ya, ystday was fun, luckiest day, but all good things have to end.
Shit.

'Fengshui tak betul ni, tak betul ni.'
- Eszuan keep repeating this sentence.

'ATM machine' wasn't working, so no income.
And yeah, a lot of troubles we went through.
All gone home with gloomy/tired faces.
I can't blame anyone.
Practically, today is like the worst day.

And thanks Nurul.
For lighting me up.
I teach you to play guitar, now you can play Move Along.
How fast and cool is that?
YOU GEEEK!!
Hahaha.

Bye.
Shit, I can't upload pics.
Stupid USB Port, I sue you SOMEHOW.
Heh.

To Nadia,
Thanks for I-dunno-maybe-your-presence? Thanks.

A total four months of April. Adoration.

I'm counting my luck, it ain't much.

2009-04-15T22:04:00.003+08:00

Dang...
School again tmr.
And I think I can't feel my legs anymore.
Been playing soccer last night, and today.
Shit.

Ya,
We played soccer till 5plus.
Played crosses and set-pieces, blablabla.
Until Eszuan and Heidyl didn't went for their CCA, lol.
Mr Izaham came and played with us.
We had to do 40 push ups and he, 20 push ups.
Never mind ~

Bets. Bets. Bets.
I took 3 bets in a day.
Chem Test, Geog Test and Mr Azuan's Dare.
This could be so good actually.
Especially Mr Azuan's dare, hahaha!
[:

Ohhh,
On our way back home, we found ourselves an ATM machine,
for ourselves.
Hehe.

You might think, I'm a fool for falling over you

Dreams of you never cease.

2009-04-14T22:01:00.003+08:00

I just had the weirdest and fun-nest dreams ever!
I was dreaming that I was fighting clans and clans of zombies in ESSS.
Banyak banyak tempat, my school jugak.
Hahahahaha!
And there's only 5 of us, humans.
And I swear, I don't recognise any of them, 2 of them are Caucausians.
Must be souls from European or USA or something.
Hahahaha!
Well,
The dream ended when my phone rang, crap.
I was enjoying that dream.
Too much Left 4 Dead and SIlent Hill games, maybe?

Anyhow,
It was fun, man.
I thought it was real, but damn, it's just a dream.
Bummer ~!

Well,
Tmr's school.
And changing of Ez-link. I hope it takes place during you-know-last-two-periods.
Hahahaha!
Tmr's Wednesday alr.
Alrights.

Goodnight, people.
'STOP TOUCHING ME! I KILLLLLL YOU!'
- Achmed, The Terrorist.

You are the one who sets it up, now you are the one who makes it stop.

Do you want it all.

2009-04-10T21:41:00.006+08:00

Went to Tampines 1.
And I tell you, it's superly packed.
Until Eszuan said,
'Eh Hazir, jangan malu-malu. Tolak je dorang.'

Nothing's much there.
Pretty much, typical stores you can find anywhere.
Football Madness sells awesome Arsenal tees.
And I like it.
[:
HEHEHE!

We went from Level 1 to Level 5.
We went down using the emergency staircase.
And sheesh, Hazir got over-excited of becoming a cop.
Pretending to be some cop from floor to floor.
Hahaha!

Then,
Went home around 7pm.
I was about to go for soccer, but Nadia stopped me, asking me go online.
So yeah, spent my night chatting with her.
'Learn from the pro'

Now I'm beat, tired, sick, restless, whatever.
Sheesh.
Tmr's maybe soccer, and maybe gym?
If I could wake up on time.
I gonna hit bed real soooooon.

Yaaa,
Right after I have my late dinner.
I owe an explanation to Nurul.
She waited for me to go street soccer court.
I got one cool explanation, Nadia is more important than soccer?
HAHAHAHA.

Blog again tmr.
And I changed my songs real soon.
It makes you guys sleep, I know.
Haha!

Move along, move along like I know you would.

We all roll along.

2009-04-09T23:07:00.003+08:00

4 days of school.
I'm worn out.
Tmr's Good Friday.
HEHE!

So,
Nothing's much happened.
Except, we played a soccer match with Sec 1.
Doesn't matter if they have a little bit more players.
But they were like ants. They had like 30-40-50 players.
We got only 11, 12 players?
Dang it.
Heidyl and I can't even pass through the defence.
Lol.

Prolly,
Tmr, I will be going to Tampines 1 after prayers.
New shopping mall, gonna check it out.
Then, soccer. Typical Khairul.
Hehehe.

I end here for now.
I'm beat.
(I use this last sentence for I-dunno-how-many-times)

Goodbye my friends.

We're in our own world spinning our wheels

I wanna hear what your heart says.

2009-04-08T22:09:00.004+08:00

School was fine, although it was absorbing.
I wondered how I'm going to pass my Mid Year.
Did nothing much during school time.
Except in Maths,
Irritated Hazir with an Arabic accent,
'Silence! I kill you'

After school,
Played soccer at the field. Wah, keep it up, Khairul.
Continue like this, you going to ace your exams.
So yeah, played soccer under scorching sun.
Then, Mr Izaham came.
Heidyl and I were the providers, yet out of all people, he still can head the ball in.
And accurately, and powerfully.
Even if that's a word.
Heh.

Went to Mac.
My stomach was grumbling but when I reached there,
The interest in eating was all gone.
I were so absorbed by the newspaper somehow.
Nadia and Naj came along.
Then, they left. Eszuan arrived. Then we all left for home.

Cousins came.
What a surprise. Nadia knows what I did during my cousins came.
So sian.
Anyway chatted with Erwin.
And our typical Liverpool-Man U chat,

Me: Tkper. Aku nak Man U mng Porto.
Erwin: Part of the plan.
Me: Tapi aku nak Man U kalah lawan Liverpool. Kasi malu lagi.
Erwin: Liverpool will never wins if there's no Fernando Torres.
Me: Haha. Tkper. Ada budak baru apa? 17 years old, nama Khairul Anwar eh?
Erwin: Ooh yang penyapu pat store bilik drg tu.. Aku ingat.
Me: Hahahaha!

And some other parts also.
I lazy to post it. Heh.
I end here for now.

I see you guys around?

If you got all figured out, what's the matter, just shout it loud.

Make it real, realistic.

2009-04-07T21:29:00.003+08:00

'I'm coming clean, please don't let go.'
- Motion City Soundtrack

Just finished playing Checkers with Hazir.
I won, after a tight match.
I'm becoming good, it been long since I played checkers with Farhan.
HEHE!

School was slacking.
Either I'm wrong, or since last week, we had free periods.
Just now, we had 3 free periods.
Sheeeeesh.
Slacking yes, but still we had tests.
So sian.

Okay,
I'm beat.

DONE.

I didn't mean for this to go so far as it did.

Checkmate, or are we?

2009-04-06T20:59:00.005+08:00

'Either kita checkmate, atau kita checklose.'
- Eszuan.

That was during soccer.
We won. A wonderful comeback.
From 10-1 to 11-12.
They cheated yet we won. Cheaters never win, I guess.
Eszuan, Farhan, Hazir and me. Lol.
Fearsome four, as Eszuan named it.
Huraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Enough of that.
School was alright. Had the first two periods free.
Then, MT. Talked with Arif about jamming.
We might jam together one day.
Then blablabla.
(during Geography)
Me: Eh, Jeffrey. Other than climate, what's the other factors ah?
Miss Nadiah: Eh, no talking.
Me: Oh. I thought, discussion la. Paiseh ah.

Sooo,
From that conversation, you know what we did during Geography.
Geeeeeee.

Assembly came. Drama ppl put up a performance.
I was confused halfway but I just followed through.
It was funny, I like funny. Lol.
Eszuan has his name already on the board.
Hehe.
And good luck people, for SYF.

Hmmmmm.
Then blablablabla.
Helped Miss Chan to invigilate Chem Test for 4e2.
They really soar together. Lol.
I think we bonded with them, somehow.
No explanations for that.
Hehhs.

Went back home around 5plus.
I'm 'beat'.
End here for now.
Ola.

I really shouldn't miss you but I can't let you go.

Dance hall drug.

2009-04-04T23:19:00.008+08:00

Went soccer just now.
Played till 4plus.
Then, ate at dunno-what restaurant at Afgan.
Then when ordering drinks,

Heidyl: Buy for me, Teh.
Me: Ok. Teh, teh O or normal teh?
Heidyl: Teh. I also don't know. Just say Teh.
Me: *confused* Okay.

Blablabla.
Walked home with Heidyl, Iskandar and Hazir.
Went to Idris's home.
Idris and I was at the jamming room the whole night.
We did jammed for a while.
Two-some. Fuyooh.

Me: Gerek eh jam dua orang.
Idris: Aah. Buat 2-some band ah.
Me: Abeh. Nama apa? Dynamic Duo?
Idris: Eeee. Kental la.

Tmr,
Prolly going to stay at home.
No plan actually, and I could brush up my chords.
I need those.
In 2 months, Heidyl, in two months.
Fulamak! Still so long.

Ergh.
Tmr's Sunday alr.
Geography test on Monday.
Miss Nadia shouldn't have set the paper la.
Haha. Apa je.

BYE.

I will not disappoint you, I will be right there for you.

How you love me now.

2009-04-03T23:48:00.003+08:00

Soccer tmr.
Enjoy the video.
Cassandee <3 style="font-style: italic;">Finally found the missing part of me.

Roll down the blinds.

2009-04-01T22:11:00.004+08:00

School was fools.
Class goes funny when it's Eng lesson.
When Miss Tay said something,
Mingrong would said, "April Fools right?"
Until Miss Tay put a ban on the words, 'April Fools'.
Lol.
Things you do are wonders.
Haha.

Sorry, if I be acting anti-social.
Anyone, anybody.
Didn't say Hi to anyone unless confronted.
Which is kinda harsh.
So yeah,
'When one is sad, so does another. And the cycle goes on and on.'

I notice something, don't know whether others notice.
He is so damn good in hiding his feelings.
Yet, everyone goes through bad times.
You, me, whoever, blablabla.
We will get out of this together.
Whatever happens.

Bye.
Update you guys when I feel better.
Hope so.
(=

I go around a time or two, just to waste my time with you.
You're the only one that needs to know.

Turn it up, we are going solo.

2009-03-31T22:30:00.005+08:00

"If I had the chance, I would make it all okay.
I would make it feel like, you're the only one who matters most.
If I had the chance, I would replace all the grays, with sunny days.
We can sit for hours on my roof and tell the rain to go way. Go away."
- For you.

DONE.

So much for moving on. Do the math, me plus you.

Alright, its five minutes to midnight.

2009-03-30T21:02:00.005+08:00

Got our 'N' Level Cert, the original.
(at Tmart)

Me: Eh, Eszuan. Peiming thru-train kan?
Eszuan: Ya. Kacau ah, apa lagi.

Me: Eh, Peiming. See, we're got 'N' Level Certs.
Peiming: So?
Me: We have 'N' Level Certs, you, PSLE ah?
Eszuan: Ya. Then when you search for jobs, then manager asked what cert you have, PSLE only.
*makes a sarcastic sad face* We have 'N' Level Certs.
Me: Which is way higher than PSLE.

Lol.
I didn't remember much about today.
It zoomed past me like XLR8.
Hahaha!

See ya guys around.

At the expense of you,
NADIA NADIA NADIA NADIA NADIA NADIA NADIA NADIA.
Now this post seems interesting.
Hahaha!

This is the last time I beg you to stay, but you're already on your way.

Cool hair, i like you.

2009-03-29T21:27:00.004+08:00

'I finally out of, finally out of deedeedeedee."
You and I Both - Jason Mraz

Today,
Went to JB at last minute notice.
And it's so last minute that I forget to bring my phone too.
So yeah, phone's inside drawer.
Sorry if I didn't reply to your texts, people.
Hahs!

Sooo,
Plan was to buy shoes.
But at last, nothing caught my eyes.
And I bought tees, alot of tees.
5-7 tshirts.
Oh gosh. I gonna have a hard time ironing them.
Sheesh.

I think I gonna find my shoes in KL.
During June holidays then.
So went back Singapore ard 7pm.
Otw home, I somehow wrote some music lines.
I hope it worked somehow.
Haha.

So tmr,
Is back to school.
Aiyo, so fast ah.
My weekends are hardly felt.
Haha.
Well, I know this post is boring.
I'm just too lazy to fill all the details in.

Oh, I changed my blog song.
Hahaha!
Eszuan pestered me to do so 2 days ago.
So yeah, your request.

Laters!

BANGS BANGS. HAHAHA!

If we had our way, we could talk all day.

Out of this world.

2009-03-28T22:39:00.005+08:00

For me, it's a success.
I switched off all the lights in my house.
Since my family went to celebrate my cousin's birthday.
I take the advantage and switched off all the lights.
Ohh.
Happy 19th Birthday to Kak Huda.
Haha!

Soo,
I didn't went for the birthday party cause I was sick.
Dang it!
So I have to give it a miss.
Took a nap till 6plus. Idris came over.
So, we planned to slack at my house in the dark.
So, 830pm came, we switched all electrical appliances off.

Idris: Eh, panas per?
Me: A'ah siul. Confident mama eh nak main PSP panas panas mcm gini.
Idris: Eh, keluar ah. Aku terlupa, kena tutup kipas juga.
Me: Ok, ok. Hahaha. Street soccer ah.

Summarising things up,
I didn't went out to play soccer.
Cause some of us were sick, some went for the cosplay.
So yeah.

Now,
My mind's in a blank.
Goodnight, people.

She was on her way to Mars,
Then she ran into a star.
And she fell into my arms,
Thank you gravity.

Hey hey you you.

2009-03-27T23:26:00.010+08:00

Hey hey you you!
Inspired - Kang Jun's.
Hahahaha!
This week ended with a high note.
Friday wasn't nothing much exciting.
But at least, the day was decent.
Farhan caught me daydreaming during recess.

Eszuan: KHAIRUL!
Me: Ah? Ah. Okay.
Farhan: Termenung jauh nampak? Aku cakap dgn kau, kau diam je. Bila Eszuan pekik, baru kau sadar.
Me: Bila Eszuan pekik tu, aku da tk termenung.
Farhan: Aku tahu. Kau termenung pasal apa?
Me: 'O' Level.
Farhan: Yeeee.

Hahaa.
Blablabla.
We went Friday prayers after that.
Then we roamed around Tampines like some lost souls.
Then we go to random places just by choosing two fingers.
Haha.

Hazir: Cepat. Choose. KFC atau Macdonald? (showing two fingers)
Me: (chooses)
Hazir: KFC.
All: Okay.
Hazir: Alamak! Ada samat ah.
Farhan: Clear cut. MacDonalds.
Me: Stalker per.
Iskandar: Rabak sia.

Hahaha!
That's the funny part.
Well, we stayed at Mac for like 1-2 hours.
I spent time doodling on the receipts.
Then, we roamed at Century Square.
Blablabla.
Walked back home.
That's all folks.
Sorry guys, I can't make it to soccer.
Flu and stuffs.
Geeeeeeeeeee.

And and,
Mom and I had the most weirdest and awkwardest talk ever.
Nadia knows about it.
Shhhh. Chatrooms have ears, right?
Hahaha!
If you notice that this post seems happy than the previous, well I am.
Because of you, ya you. You are the best damn thing that ever happened.
Hahahaha!

DONE.

Whispers hello, I miss you quite terribly.

Best damn thing, but you didnt know.

2009-03-26T20:34:00.003+08:00

Hahaha!
Some old video.
It's so 'professionally' edited.
Haha.

So school per usual.
Everything was fine, exceptionally fine.
SFL was revision.
Social Studies.
Oh crap, we scarpered through that.

EARTH HOUR in another 2 day.
Huha-huha!

DONE.

You're the best damn thing that ever happens to me.

Falls gracefully, together.

2009-03-25T21:14:00.005+08:00

Thought I bring this up.
I'm joining in.
Well, 1 hour could make a big difference.
Prolly, it's going to be just my room.
My other family members are not so environment-conscious.
I am.
Or I could just switch off the main switch.
None of my family members could reach that switch.
Hahaha!
(=

School was alright.

Me: Aku lapar ah. Kalau aku kt library, aku da makan da.
Eszuan: Kau bawa bekal?
Me: Aah. Roti.
Eszuan: Nak FTA?
Me: Ah. Apa FTA? Ohh. Ok. Kau bawa apa?
Eszuan: Perut?
Me: Yeeee.

Hahaha.
Prolly, one of random-est talk ever.
So, school went on as usual.
Had geography lesson again.
I wondered,
Banyak banyak nama, asal nama tu?
For me to know, for you to find out.

Heidyl.
Haha!
First time ah. I salute you ah!
It's not your fault, she's searching for a fight.
Haiyo.
Rock on!
Hahaha!

Then,
Blablabla.
Played soccer, we won.
2-1.
Oh crap, I had a bruise now.
Which I guessed going to turn into some swollen wound.

Okay,
I stop here.

DONE.

Your words are the only words, that I believe in after.

It's the thought that counts.

2009-03-24T18:49:00.008+08:00

School was sluggish.

Total sluggish.
I could think of other words to describe it, but I'm just too lazy to.
Hahaha!

Sends me off to the space ~

Timetables changed, so was seating arrangement.
And I hate my seating arrangement.
Haiyo.

I'm off.
Really not in a mood to blog.
Maybe days to come?
Haha!

Oh,
Happy 17th Birthday to Qayyum.
And yesterday,
Happy 17th Birthday to Zimin.
Haha!

And condolences go to Haziqah and family.
I'm really shocked to hear the news.

DONE.

I get stupid thoughts inside my head, controlling me.

Whatever it takes, girl.

2009-03-22T16:40:00.005+08:00

'Whatever it takes, I make your darkest days so bright."

Gonna go for a quick update before going out.
So yeah.
Rushed with deadline hws.
Not bad, considering I started from 230pm till now.
And I almost done it all.
Gonna be proud huh?
(=

I don't know what comes over me.
I suddenly lose the interest, to even chat.
I be acting anti-social for a couple of days now.
Enjoying the comforts of home and my Ipod.
Only agreeing to go out if it's important.
I keep wondering why.
I don't even know what's the problem, what the means to solve it.
Maybe a week of not schooling been giving me dumb problems.
A week of not seeing you, I barely hanging on now.
Sheeesh.

Well,
I better go.
I have to have my haircut, and meeting Eszuan later.
So yeah.

See you guys in school.
Ya, you and you and you and you, wait, not you. But your friend there.
Hahaha!

DONE.

You don't have to be so hostile in the morning.

Hunting high and low.

2009-03-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

I got so sick and tired.
Of everything revolving around me.
It's dumb right?
But that's the harsh reality.

I'm not feeling myself this few days.

I'm having problems, somehow complicated.

I think I'm taking this too seriously and that I should stop.

I've been thinking about things that 'ougth to happen.

But, who knows?

Sigh..
Everything has a downside. I'm pretty much on the down.
But again, I don't point finger.
You yourself should know best.
Sheeesh.

Maybe March isn't an ideal month for me.
April will be good, although there will be no holidays.
Some events, though.
(6th April performance, Idris's gig)

If you noticed that I'm being happy/smiling, think again.
Cause I prefer keeping to myself rather than the opposite.
Ironic, huh?
In any case,

I'm trying my best to get rid of my 'unwanted things' inside my mind.

Done.

Close your eyes, imagine it's blue.

2009-03-20T21:48:00.005+08:00

You could take the blue sky and turn it gray ~

Just got back from street soccer court near 800+.
Everyone was there.
Ali, Shafiq, Ismail, Idris, do I need to mention more?
Hahaha.
I brought Nurul over too.
She make a few friends too.
TKGS la. Haha.

Nurul and I went home first.
Cause tmr, playing soccer again and,
Nurul had family dinner later.
Haha!

So,
Went prayers in the afternoon with Eszuan, Farhan and Iskandar.
Hazir's gone gym after prayers.
We went Tmall, walked around like some lost souls.
Then, we bumped into these same group every Friday.
Until,
Faiz: Korg nak lawan bola per? Asyik2 jumpe je. Kalau bukan bola, sembahyang.
Me: Haha. Tk sah tk tgk muka korg eh. Gerek ah.

Hahaha!
Then, we slacked at Mac until 5plus.
Aiyoo. So long.
Time flies so fast.
And and, Zulaika, my pri sch friend, was beside my table,
But I didn't realize it.
Bummer ~

Tmr soccer again at the same place.
Become our training ground.
'If you want to get owned', courtesy of Eszuan.
He is the smart one,
Hehs.

Hws not done.
Nino-nino-nino!
Oh crap.

Me: Eh, kau ada holiday homeworks?
Ali: Eh, ada ke?
Me: Aku bukan sekolah kau, mana aku tahu.
Ali: Oh. A'ah. Haha.

Done,

Are you gonna be the girl, in that dream, when I close my eyes?

Say it to my face, it's nothing.

2009-03-19T22:07:00.006+08:00

(Post #125)
'Pushing me away, if you really don't care, then say it to my face.'
(not telling you the band/song name.)

Watched Departures, (おくりびと Okuribito).
With Jeffrey and Zhijun.
I give a thumb up!
Personal Rating: 4/5

And, pssst.
Ryoko Hirosue is so cute in that movie.
Jeffrey and I agreed on that la.
Hahaha.

Back to reality,
I've done my English hw.
I'm not doing Chemistry, I think.
Might as well copy, since I don't know most of it.
And SS, should do it tmr or some other free day.

Sooo,
Didn't went anywhere in the morning/evening.
On the bright side, I could complete English Trial Exams.
I got so sickened now with sophisticated words like 'deftly' or 'influx'.
For your own good mah.
Haha.

And,
I swear, it will be much harder now.
Life gonna get harder, for sure.
No doubts, I don't even know if I could overcome it.
Or for that matter, the affairs of hearts.
Somehow, these bothers me alot.

Now, I'm waiting for Farhan to online.
So we could challenge Checkers again.
I beat him 3-0.
Haha.
But then he beat me any other games.
Hahaha!

Blablabla.
3 more days to school.
I don't even know if I'm looking forward to it.
Aiyah!
FYI,
I love my sleeping pattern now.
I can get up to 10-11 hours of sleep.
Hahahah!
Like the Malays said,
"Tidur mati."

Bye.

Spinning round these walls falling and I need you. More than you know.

Nothing really mattered now.

2009-03-18T22:10:00.005+08:00

Enjoy the video.
Kinda frustrated that I missed Hey Monday performance in Singapore.
There goes my chance of meeting Cassandree Pope.
Hahaha.

My day?
Been decent and heart-warming.
Wanwei, Diane, Hazir, Ferlyn and me had the most open-st conversation, we ever had.
And of course, we completed our task.
We're multi-taskers mah.
And it's not geeky to do projects la,
It's geeky to go school during holidays.
Uhuh. I win there.
Hehs.

Pretty much now,
I'm off.
This is not your typical post.
Haha.
I wonder how am I going to resist not learning chords.
Hmmmmm.

Laters!

Nothing really matters, nothing really matters anymore but you and I both.

The way you do it.

2009-03-17T20:34:00.004+08:00

'The way you walk, the way you move, the way you talk
The way you stare, the way you smile, the way you act.'
- Khairul Anwar.

Ya-he.
I've been listening to Punk Goes ... trilogy.
The album is SICK, in a good way.
Hahaha!

Finally,
I tuned the guitar already, thanks to the electronic tuner.
It makes life ALOT more easier.
Soo, might as well learn chords now,
Since Tabs wouldn't sound nice on acoustic guitars.
(an exchange)
Me: Eh, tukar phone lagi? (notices Hazir's phone.)
Hazir: Mhhhmmmm. (busy tuning Eszuan's guitar.)
Me: Kecil seh phone ni.
Eszuan: Cute eh.
(moments later)
Me: Eh, guitar kau kecil eh.
Eszuan: Cute eh.

Hahaha!
He got the 'cute eh' symptom alr.
Prolly, he picked up from someone at the camp.
Haha.
Slacked until 5 plus.
Hazir went home first.
Then, left Razif, me and Eszuan.

Went home after that.
Tmr's Wednesday alr. Doing Geog project at Diane's house.
At least, I finish Eng Trial Exams alr.
Prolly gonna start on SBQ and Chem.
Homeworks never ends.
]:

You,
Make the right choice. The one that makes you happy.
It's your life. Don't follow what people said.
Follow your heart cause it's always the remedy to your happiness.
And I be always beside you incase you fall.

I don't know.
I just feel the need to express something to someone.
She's stuck between choices, everyone does.
She's just 14, give her a break.
Hah.

My sleeping pattern seems to be back.
Glad to have that back.
No more sleepless nights and morning naps.
And oh yeah,
My sore throat seems to subside now.
Ya-Ha!

Well,
That's all folks.
See ya guys around.

You and I, make a pattern that no one can. I fix your heart to make it beat, as usual.

Never never never never never left my mind.

2009-03-15T21:46:00.005+08:00

Thought I posted this pic.
Pretty much,
These ppl are the ones I spent the 2 mths of hols with.
Too bad, I didn't have the pic with Di and Yat.
[:

Sunday was blahh.
Or someone who said, it's a lazy day.
The weather wasn't good esp to ppl who stuck with flu.
And I get to know, Jeffrey also went to my blog.
My 11-years friend.
-.-

Summarising my Sunday,
I been playing my PSP to complete Ben 10: Protector of Earth.
Then,
Still thinking whether to join Syahir's band.
It's very tempting tho.
Only guitarist spot is left. Why not, bassist.
Aiyaaaa.

Sore throats are driving me crazy.
I can't even swallow water now.
It hurts real bad.
Stepsils.
Geeee.

Prolly tmr,
Going town with Razif and who-who lagi.
I also don't know.
Too bad, Farhan can't make it.
He's prolly at JB right now.
Hahahaha!
Take care eh Han Solo, Chewkandar needs you.
(Inside joke.)

I end here, I guess.
I wanna chat,
Someone keep saying I'm slow.
-.-
Hahaha!

You never never left my, never never left my mind.

Push like you mean it.

2009-03-14T23:28:00.007+08:00

Watched it yesterday morning.
Give it 3/5.
Not bad for a sci-fi movies.
Nevertheless, Dakota Fanning is so matured now.
Hahahaha!
Guess I have to watch either Mall Cop or Race to Witch's Mountain.
Am I becoming more movie freak?
Hmmmmm.

Parent-teacher dialogue today.
Ms Cai gave my mom some feedback that I don't know if I am.
HAHAH!
I saw you, you saw me. We're happy.
Hehhhs.
Then Mum told me the feedback Ms Cai gave her infront of Iskandar and me.
Paiseh la dey.

Went home.
That's when the texts flowing in.
Nadia, Zhijun, Razif, Farhan and Nurul all msg at same time.
Chorus of Check Yes Juliet every few seconds.
Hahahaha.

Met Razif at Afgan ard 130pm.
Blablabla.
Met the rest at Blue Hall.
Today, Hazir bring his brother.
So it's 9 people.
Played till 5plus, when it rains.
By then, I got bumps and cramps.
All 9 of us had our feets red, ramming the ball.

Blablabla.
Went home.
Bathe, then sleep.
Went online, since someone was online.
Chatted with Nadia and Farhan.
Here's a surprise for you, Farhan,
MANCHESTER UNITED 1 - 4 LIVERPOOL FC.
ZOMG,
Is that thrashing?
Hahaha!

Eszuan and Farhan gave me match highlights through SMS.
Hahahaha!
That's pretty much my Saturday.

Oh oh.
I downloaded Ben 10: Alien Force.
Hahahah!
Must be fun nye.
I won a paradise of Mcflurrys.
Between me and someone.
Cool eh? A paradise of Mcflurrys.

Ok, bye.
Bye all, dudes and dudettes, shorts and talls, fat or thin.
Hahaha!

I wonder why, how can I not like you. Hahs.

His and Ohs

2009-03-13T22:49:00.007+08:00

Another chorus of 'Hi' and 'Oh'.
We're getting along that well.
- A line from my chorus.

Was bored.
So I wrote a song, not completed it yet.
But I think, it should be a hit.
HAHAHAHA!
Mcm phm je.
I'm gonna fix my acoustic guitar real soon.
With brass strings, not nylon strings.
See what you made me go through, Hazir.
Hahaha.

School ended alright.
(During Eng lesson)
Teacher: Stand outside, Kangjun. You know what you did wrong.
Me and Hazir: Owwwwww. (loudly)
Teacher: I must remind Miss Cai to separate the 3 musketeers behind. Hazir, Khairul and Toby.
Toby: (whispers) What I do? I'm innocent.
Me: (whispers back) Too bad.
Me: Miss Tay, we cannot be musketeers. We don't have swords.
Teacher: Nevermind, you'll be the musketeers without swords.

Hahaha.
Whatever seh this conversation.
=]

Went to Tmall cause accompanied Heidyl go buy brakes.
Ate at Food Culture.
Blablabla.
Then, one by one, go home.
Except for Syamir, need to go back sch.
Aiyo, so sad huh.
Walked back home.

Race to Witch's Mountain or Push or Mall Cop?
Hmmmmm.
Tough decision.
Sheeeesh.
One week of holidays?
Rest, hmm, go out, miss her, hmm, rest again, go out again, miss her every time.
Hahahahahaha.
I was bored, alright.
And don't forget, homeworks.
HAH!

I'm gone.
And enjoy this lil video,

Hahaha.
Cool advertisement huh?
Farhan showed it to me.

Happy Holidays, people!
Hahaha.

If I'm done, you're gone. We still be alright.

DONE.

Don't keep us in a box.

2009-03-12T19:25:00.004+08:00

'Think out of the box.'
- Coach Isaac.

Hahaha.
Thought I started out with that quote.
School was filled with cramps, stomach cramps and leg cramps.
Aiyah.
I'm suspecting peanut-chocolate bread that I ate this morning.
Hahahah.

We had our first real PE today.
Mr Izaham took us today. Or he's better known as Wong.
Some of us took 2.4km.
Eszuan and I took the timing.
Blablabla.

Went to Hall after that.
Challenged 4e4 a match of captain's ball.
We won eventually.
Being tall do have advantages huh, Kangjun, Tu Wei?
HAHAHA.

English was bore.
Blablabla.
SFL is all about Innovative Leaders.
I remembered Coach Isaac saying this,
'Express classes all the way study. Technical classes is all the way play. But Normal classes can balance both.'

I know, you know, everyone know,
It's true.
Then we played some 'innovative' games.
So class were divided into boys and girls.
And we think out of the box 'literally' to win, but was ruled out.
Hahahaha.

After workshop ended at 330pm,
We went Afgan, to buy guitar strings.
Blablabla.
Headed back to school.
Hanged out with Razif, Shafiq Jai, Faris and my usual co.
At least, I lepak alr with you, Faris.
HAHA.

I'm off.
Suddenly, tons of homeworks came slapping me.
Aiyoh.
Bye!

I'm going to miss you real bad. It be a week of holiday before I got to see you again.

Irreplaceable, many more in.

2009-03-11T22:07:00.007+08:00

"Now, you're my only one and irreplaceable, thanks to you."
- Khairul Anwar

School is like riding the same rollercoaster again and again.
You take the same ride, and it went around the same curvy and sharp turns.
School is like that.
You go school everyday and the same problems keep popping out.
WALAU WEI!

Enough of school.
Other than meeting ehem ehem, it was boring.
We played soccer after school.
A full court match.
Blablabla.

We slacked at school pretty much till 530pm.
Endless entertainment;

I accidentally sprayed Farhan, which get his whole uniform wet.
And Hazir chasing Khairy with the lizard.
And Eszuan and I trying to juggle basketball using our legs to waste time.
Now I know, basketballs are not meant to be kicked.
Hahahahaha!

Whatever.
We slacked at Mac after that.
Blablabla.
Went home ard 8pm, I guess?

Today's boring.
At least I can meet you.
Aiyah.
And Nat's voice is scaring me.
Hahahaha!

See you around the corner, I guess?

Just so you know, This feeling's taking control of me.
And I can't help it.
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now.

Done.
This post is kinda emo.
Hazir will laughed at this. For sure.

I'm still still all over you.

2009-03-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

Watched Street Fighter: The Legend of Chun-Li last weekend.
I will rate it, hmmm. 3/5.
Not too boring, not too action-packed.
I still favour the Chinese version.
Lol.

School was draggy most of the times.
2 periods after 2 periods.
Ended on a high note, I think.
Tmr's Wed, which is awesome.
After sch, saw sec 4's rushing to do their PE project.
Hahaha!

Eszuan and Hazir went my house to edit the video.
Blablabla.
And we each took turns to tune the guitar.
At last, the 3rd string snapped, aiyah.
Just when, I got the motivation to start playing acoustic guitar again.
Hahaha.

Then,
We played Chess online with some dumb guy/girl.
Hahahaha.
Waste time, at last, no time left.
So sad. Eszuan wins by default.
Blabla.

I don't know why.
But old songs seems to get me addicted nowadays.
Hahaha.
Songs like So Happy Together, All Out of Love, blablabla.
Can't blame music tho.

I'm done.
Tmr is a new day, huh?
Hahs.
And this time, I gonna wait for you.
Bye!

Another sets of 'I can't forget it', 'I won't regret it', I'm still in love with you.